It's annoying when Mika tweets a new fan and I'm just sat there like, "It's been 84 years. . ."
on February 26, 2015
Today was pretty bad, because of what happened yesterday.
At break, TheDoctorsQueen and I went to sit down, and the boy who stole my food tried to sit down with us. As soon as he sat down, we got up and moved, because we were so disgusted with him.
At lunch, the boy had got loads of people on his side. Everyone knew about what had happened to me and most people thought I was pathetic for breaking down in tears over getting my lunch stolen. The boy had about 9 people on his side, See More and the only people who were on my side were TheDoctorsQueen, HeyHoHereWeGo and Lollipop Girl. Now I'm starting to realise who my true friends actually are.
The boy was acting like nothing had happened. TheDoctorsQueen and I were walking round the school, and I got stopped by the first teacher from yesterday. She asked me if everything had been sorted out, and TheDoctorsQueen told the teacher about the pastoral mentor we went to saying that I was 'confused in the head and just imagining that people are bullying me'. The teacher just frowned and walked off, not doing anything about it.
I'm just so sick of being me.
At break, TheDoctorsQueen and I went to sit down, and the boy who stole my food tried to sit down with us. As soon as he sat down, we got up and moved, because we were so disgusted with him.
At lunch, the boy had got loads of people on his side. Everyone knew about what had happened to me and most people thought I was pathetic for breaking down in tears over getting my lunch stolen. The boy had about 9 people on his side, See More and the only people who were on my side were TheDoctorsQueen, HeyHoHereWeGo and Lollipop Girl. Now I'm starting to realise who my true friends actually are.
The boy was acting like nothing had happened. TheDoctorsQueen and I were walking round the school, and I got stopped by the first teacher from yesterday. She asked me if everything had been sorted out, and TheDoctorsQueen told the teacher about the pastoral mentor we went to saying that I was 'confused in the head and just imagining that people are bullying me'. The teacher just frowned and walked off, not doing anything about it.
I'm just so sick of being me.
on February 26, 2015
I have to go to school now. I'm so scared because of what happened yesterday. . .Wish me luck.
on February 26, 2015
Today TheDoctorsQueen came to my house for tea, and I was making her listen to Mika songs on Youtube. I was showing her Heroes, and she looked at the bit where it shows more videos.
Mika's song Touches You was there, and she didn't realise that there was a hyphen in between Mika's name and the name of the song. So she turned round to me and said, "Mika touches you."
Then she realised what she had said and burst out laughing, and then I started laughing. It was so funny. ????
Mika's song Touches You was there, and she didn't realise that there was a hyphen in between Mika's name and the name of the song. So she turned round to me and said, "Mika touches you."
Then she realised what she had said and burst out laughing, and then I started laughing. It was so funny. ????
on February 26, 2015
I just found a picture on Google that said, "And so Ariana turned Mika to stone. He waits for his princess to kiss him and break his curse."
*looks at my username* I seem to be your princess. *kisses Mika*
*looks at my username* I seem to be your princess. *kisses Mika*
on February 26, 2015
Today was absolutely horrible.
At lunch, I was just sat eating my food, and then this boy stole one of my chicken pieces. I didn't even say that he could have any of them, he just took my food without asking. Then he stole more of them, and I hardly had any lunch left. I hadn't ate anything yet, and all I had left after he had stolen most of my lunch was a fruit string and a chocolate bar.
Then SkyDoesMinecraft Girl started laughing at him, and she was supposed to be my friend. See More That hurt.
Then I felt a panic attack coming on, and I tried to hold it back, but I couldn't. I started crying and couldn't stop. There were lots of people on my table, but not one of them noticed that I was breaking down in tears. I couldn't even breathe properly and I felt so pathetic getting this upset over chicken that I cried even more.
Then TheDoctorsQueen came back from her meeting with a teacher, and she saw me crying. As soon as she asked me if I was okay, everyone on the table suddenly started asking me if I was okay. She asked me if I wanted to get away from them, and I said yes, so we walked away from them to try and help me to calm down.
As we were walking up the corridor, that Year 9 girl who bullies me literally jumped on me and said, "Add me on Facebook, ugly girl." She could see that I was crying, and she was still horrible to me. That made me even more upset. Then a pastoral mentor told TheDoctorsQueen and I to go and find the other pastoral mentor on the astro turf.
So we went to the astro turf to find her, and when we found her and told her what happened, she told us to go back inside and speak to another pastoral mentor about it.
When we found another pastoral mentor, we told her about what happened. She called SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and the boy who stole my food over, and she asked them about it. The boy told the pastoral mentor that I had given him permission to eat my food, and she believed him even though I was in tears.
Then the pastoral mentor literally told me that I was 'confused in the head, and I was just imagining him eating my food'. Those were her exact words.
After that I went to sit down, and I cried even more because she had basically just told me that I had problems. I genuinely do have mental problems, so that really upset me. But I'm not so insane that I hallucinate about people bullying me.
Then TheDoctorsQueen came and sat down with me, and told me that I needed to have something to eat. She gave me a packet of her Jammy Dodgers, and everyone was staring at me because I was crying so hard. I must have looked absolutely awful.
Then the bell went and I had to go to form. In form, this girl was telling everyone what had happened to me, and I was just sat there hyperventilating and shaking. I had to keep breathing in and out until I finally managed to breathe normally.
Today was so scary, and I don't think I can face everyone at school tomorrow.
At lunch, I was just sat eating my food, and then this boy stole one of my chicken pieces. I didn't even say that he could have any of them, he just took my food without asking. Then he stole more of them, and I hardly had any lunch left. I hadn't ate anything yet, and all I had left after he had stolen most of my lunch was a fruit string and a chocolate bar.
Then SkyDoesMinecraft Girl started laughing at him, and she was supposed to be my friend. See More That hurt.
Then I felt a panic attack coming on, and I tried to hold it back, but I couldn't. I started crying and couldn't stop. There were lots of people on my table, but not one of them noticed that I was breaking down in tears. I couldn't even breathe properly and I felt so pathetic getting this upset over chicken that I cried even more.
Then TheDoctorsQueen came back from her meeting with a teacher, and she saw me crying. As soon as she asked me if I was okay, everyone on the table suddenly started asking me if I was okay. She asked me if I wanted to get away from them, and I said yes, so we walked away from them to try and help me to calm down.
As we were walking up the corridor, that Year 9 girl who bullies me literally jumped on me and said, "Add me on Facebook, ugly girl." She could see that I was crying, and she was still horrible to me. That made me even more upset. Then a pastoral mentor told TheDoctorsQueen and I to go and find the other pastoral mentor on the astro turf.
So we went to the astro turf to find her, and when we found her and told her what happened, she told us to go back inside and speak to another pastoral mentor about it.
When we found another pastoral mentor, we told her about what happened. She called SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and the boy who stole my food over, and she asked them about it. The boy told the pastoral mentor that I had given him permission to eat my food, and she believed him even though I was in tears.
Then the pastoral mentor literally told me that I was 'confused in the head, and I was just imagining him eating my food'. Those were her exact words.
After that I went to sit down, and I cried even more because she had basically just told me that I had problems. I genuinely do have mental problems, so that really upset me. But I'm not so insane that I hallucinate about people bullying me.
Then TheDoctorsQueen came and sat down with me, and told me that I needed to have something to eat. She gave me a packet of her Jammy Dodgers, and everyone was staring at me because I was crying so hard. I must have looked absolutely awful.
Then the bell went and I had to go to form. In form, this girl was telling everyone what had happened to me, and I was just sat there hyperventilating and shaking. I had to keep breathing in and out until I finally managed to breathe normally.
Today was so scary, and I don't think I can face everyone at school tomorrow.
I'd like to say I know how you feel, but I don't. All I can say is that I'm really sorry this happened. Just stick by a friend (or at least someone you can trust) until it all blows over. I usually, at this point, say that you 'shouldn't be affected' by it, but you're a special case. Soo, yeah. I know how it is with the bullies, I was bullied all the way through See More primary school. Just stick with what you know, m'kay?
Geeky xx
Geeky xx
on February 26, 2015
@awesomegirlg
That's the only good thing about my disorder. It makes me good at a lot of things. :)
That's the only good thing about my disorder. It makes me good at a lot of things. :)
on February 26, 2015
@Acacia_The_Goddess
Thanks. I try to ignore them, but I just get affected by everything. :(
Thanks. I try to ignore them, but I just get affected by everything. :(
on February 26, 2015
Ignore them. :( That must be really hard for you. To say the truth, I used to have such depression that I hallucinated many bad things. Everywhere! Not just at night or at a certain time, it just happened. I can slightly feel what you're going through. :) Have faith though, I know what your going through. I know words from us wont do much, but I wish that I See More was there with you and for you.
on February 26, 2015
on February 25, 2015
Guys, I haven't been online at all today because something absolutely awful happened to me today and I was really busy because of it.
I'll explain what happened in a minute. :/
I'll explain what happened in a minute. :/
on February 25, 2015
You're a complete moron
You drive me insane
You make me rip my hair out
You make me want to kiss you
I'll never forget you
You're the best thing in the world
I don't care if I'm the only one who likes you See More
I never will leave you.
Repost if this is how you feel about your fandoms
~Reposted~
You drive me insane
You make me rip my hair out
You make me want to kiss you
I'll never forget you
You're the best thing in the world
I don't care if I'm the only one who likes you See More
I never will leave you.
Repost if this is how you feel about your fandoms
~Reposted~
on February 24, 2015
A fan tweeted Mika and said that if she ever met him, she would ruffle his curls.
Mika replied saying, "If you touch my hair, I might bite. I do bite."
Yeah, I'm pretty sure Mika IS a vampire. ??
Mika replied saying, "If you touch my hair, I might bite. I do bite."
Yeah, I'm pretty sure Mika IS a vampire. ??
on February 24, 2015
I think Mika is secretly a vampire. He's gay and he sparkles.
Don't tell him I said that. I'm sorry, Mika. >.<
Don't tell him I said that. I'm sorry, Mika. >.<
on February 24, 2015
on February 24, 2015
Interviewer: Ugh, men are annoying.
Mika: *being awkward*
Interviewer: Oh, except for this adorable thing here. *ruffles Mika's curls*
Mika: Oh. . .thank you. *giggles*
Mika: *being awkward*
Interviewer: Oh, except for this adorable thing here. *ruffles Mika's curls*
Mika: Oh. . .thank you. *giggles*
on February 24, 2015
Today in Food Tech, SkyDoesMinecraft Girl was crying because SkyDoesMinecraft had announced his engagement.
She was literally like, "But I love him! He's my idol and I wanted to marry him! Too many feels!"
I was like, "Aww, I understand. I would cry too if Mika got married."
After she had stopped crying, she started going on about how Skytato was 'the best ship ever' and that she had found a gay fanfiction of them called Chasing Cars.
I always knew she was a bit of a fangirl, See More but I didn't think she knew what shipping was, so that kind of surprised me. ?
She was literally like, "But I love him! He's my idol and I wanted to marry him! Too many feels!"
I was like, "Aww, I understand. I would cry too if Mika got married."
After she had stopped crying, she started going on about how Skytato was 'the best ship ever' and that she had found a gay fanfiction of them called Chasing Cars.
I always knew she was a bit of a fangirl, See More but I didn't think she knew what shipping was, so that kind of surprised me. ?
on February 24, 2015
Today was both good and bad.
It was bad because, firstly, I had to go past the Year 9 girl who calls me ugly every time she sees me in the corridors. I was so scared that she would see me, and I tried to get through this really small, confined space next to her so that she wouldn't notice me. She stepped backwards and almost bumped into me, but I managed to get through.
And when I was walking to Maths, Smoking Boy and his friends followed me and sang disgusting songs about me. See More That just made me feel really uncomfortable and upset.
Also, when I was going to the ICT block for the Maths lesson, this boy was singing Lollipop. I panicked a bit, because he was singing a Mika song and people might join in and start saying things about my idol. But luckily he stopped singing it, and I stopped panicking. Thank goodness it didn't get as bad as the thing with Echosmith Hater Girl and Hair Colour Girl.
But it was good because I didn't get picked when we were playing Heads Down Thumbs Up in French. In every round of it we play, I always get picked because people think it's funny to try and make me speak. Then I try to get the answer wrong on purpose so that I don't have to be on, but sometimes I accidentally get it right. But today I didn't get picked! Yay!
It was also good because I didn't have to do the presentation in English that I was stressing about until 1am! There was a set changeover and it stopped everyone being able to do their presentation. But that means that I stayed up until 1am stressing and desperately trying to finish making a presentation that I didn't even have to do in the end.
And in that English lesson, we got a new seating plan. So now I don't have to sit with Echosmith Hater Girl and Hair Colour Girl anymore!
So, today was okay, I guess.
It was bad because, firstly, I had to go past the Year 9 girl who calls me ugly every time she sees me in the corridors. I was so scared that she would see me, and I tried to get through this really small, confined space next to her so that she wouldn't notice me. She stepped backwards and almost bumped into me, but I managed to get through.
And when I was walking to Maths, Smoking Boy and his friends followed me and sang disgusting songs about me. See More That just made me feel really uncomfortable and upset.
Also, when I was going to the ICT block for the Maths lesson, this boy was singing Lollipop. I panicked a bit, because he was singing a Mika song and people might join in and start saying things about my idol. But luckily he stopped singing it, and I stopped panicking. Thank goodness it didn't get as bad as the thing with Echosmith Hater Girl and Hair Colour Girl.
But it was good because I didn't get picked when we were playing Heads Down Thumbs Up in French. In every round of it we play, I always get picked because people think it's funny to try and make me speak. Then I try to get the answer wrong on purpose so that I don't have to be on, but sometimes I accidentally get it right. But today I didn't get picked! Yay!
It was also good because I didn't have to do the presentation in English that I was stressing about until 1am! There was a set changeover and it stopped everyone being able to do their presentation. But that means that I stayed up until 1am stressing and desperately trying to finish making a presentation that I didn't even have to do in the end.
And in that English lesson, we got a new seating plan. So now I don't have to sit with Echosmith Hater Girl and Hair Colour Girl anymore!
So, today was okay, I guess.
on February 24, 2015
I am breaking down in tears right now. I just remembered that I have to do a presentation tomorrow at school. That involves speaking. I'm probably going to start panicking and nobody will be able to hear me. I'm so scared.
And I haven't even finished making it. It's 10pm and I probably won't be able to get it done in time for school tomorrow. I'm probably not going to get any sleep at all.
And to make everything worse, my school email has stopped working, so now I don't know See More how to send the teacher my presentation. I could bring a memory stick with it on, but then I'll have to tell the teacher about it and that involves speaking. . .
And I haven't even finished making it. It's 10pm and I probably won't be able to get it done in time for school tomorrow. I'm probably not going to get any sleep at all.
And to make everything worse, my school email has stopped working, so now I don't know See More how to send the teacher my presentation. I could bring a memory stick with it on, but then I'll have to tell the teacher about it and that involves speaking. . .
on February 23, 2015
Oh my gosh! One of my pictures on Instagram has almost 100 likes! The most likes I've ever got before was 53 likes! O_o
on February 23, 2015
Today, this boy in my Maths class asked me if I liked the song Heroes, and I thought he was talking about the Mika song. But then I remembered the popular Tove Lo song called Heroes, and he started singing it, so he wasn't talking about the Mika song. ?
I THOUGHT YOU WERE TALKING ABOUT THE ATL SONG FOR A SECOND AND I WAS THERE IN MY MIND LIKE 'NOT GONNA MISS YOU WHEN YOU'RE DEAD AND GONEEE' Then I read on and I was like 'Oh. Okay.' ??
on February 23, 2015
on February 23, 2015
Underwater by MIKA
Bursting through a blood red sky
A slow landslide, and the world we leave behind
It's enough to lose your head
Disappear and not return again
When I fall to my feet, wearing my heart on my sleeve
All I see just don't make sense See More
You are the port of my call, you shot and leaving me raw
Now I know you're amazing
Cause all I need, is the love you breathe
Put your lips on me
And I can live underwater, underwater, underwater
Underwater
Flying through a bright blue sky
With a space boy high, from the world I leave behind
It's enough to lose my head
Disappear and not be seen again
When I fall to my feet, wearing my heart on my sleeve
All I see just don't make sense
You are the port of my call, you shot and leaving me raw
Now I know you're amazing
Cause all I need, is the love you breathe
Put your lips on me
And I can live underwater, underwater, underwater
Underwater
Underwater, underwater
I can live underwater
With your love, I can breathe
I can breathe underwater
Underwater, underwater
I can live underwater
With your love, I can breathe
I can breathe underwater
Underwater, underwater
We could live underwater
With your love I can breathe
I can breathe underwater
Underwater, underwater
We could live underwater
With your love, we could breathe
We could breathe underwater
Bursting through a blood red sky
A slow landslide, and the world we leave behind
It's enough to lose your head
Disappear and not return again
When I fall to my feet, wearing my heart on my sleeve
All I see just don't make sense See More
You are the port of my call, you shot and leaving me raw
Now I know you're amazing
Cause all I need, is the love you breathe
Put your lips on me
And I can live underwater, underwater, underwater
Underwater
Flying through a bright blue sky
With a space boy high, from the world I leave behind
It's enough to lose my head
Disappear and not be seen again
When I fall to my feet, wearing my heart on my sleeve
All I see just don't make sense
You are the port of my call, you shot and leaving me raw
Now I know you're amazing
Cause all I need, is the love you breathe
Put your lips on me
And I can live underwater, underwater, underwater
Underwater
Underwater, underwater
I can live underwater
With your love, I can breathe
I can breathe underwater
Underwater, underwater
I can live underwater
With your love, I can breathe
I can breathe underwater
Underwater, underwater
We could live underwater
With your love I can breathe
I can breathe underwater
Underwater, underwater
We could live underwater
With your love, we could breathe
We could breathe underwater
on February 23, 2015
Today a fight happened at school.
There was this big stampede rushing down the corridor, and the fight was literally being carried along by it. The fight was between Sore Arm Girl and Goldfish Girl, because Goldfish Girl thought that Sore Arm Girl had been saying things about her.
They were pulling each other's hair out and slapping each other, whilst being carried along by this crowd of people. It was kind of weird. O_o
There was this big stampede rushing down the corridor, and the fight was literally being carried along by it. The fight was between Sore Arm Girl and Goldfish Girl, because Goldfish Girl thought that Sore Arm Girl had been saying things about her.
They were pulling each other's hair out and slapping each other, whilst being carried along by this crowd of people. It was kind of weird. O_o
on February 23, 2015