So I f'ucked up and it was my fault so I did screw up
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@Your.Local.Parasite Yeah... first time she hasn't.
on May 15, 2020
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@wxtch.bxtch @Your.Local.Parasite My mom told me it was fine, she's not happy it happened, but she didn't lecture me like I was expecting.
on May 15, 2020
wxtch.bxtch
Well it already happened and you've made it work, so please don't punish yourself.
on May 15, 2020
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@wxtch.bxtch @Your.Local.Parasite I know I just feel really bad about it
on May 15, 2020
wxtch.bxtch
Accidents happen bby
on May 15, 2020
on May 15, 2020
How to be toxic
-Blaming your kids for losing something YOU lost
-Yelling at your kids for not paying attention to you when you didn't tell them to do anything.
-Yelling at your kids just because you feel the need to yell at someone.
-Yelling at your child telling them they're not going to make it in life if they keep doing what they're doing. Even though they're doing what you're telling them to do.
-Lecturing your child for an hour and a half after they come out as gay, saying See More they're not gay they're just being peer pressured by their friends to come out.
-Threatening to kill your child for breaking a glass that is easily replaceable and broke because the dishwasher broke it while washing dishes (it was dishwasher safe, a bowl just hit it at the right angle and it shattered).
-Lecturing your child after being "lied" to about seeing a movie even though they told you what movie they were seeing and what it was about. The only reason your yelling at them is because the movie was about a gay person.
-Yelling at your child for coming out as transgender and banning YouTube because youtube apparently makes you gay.
-Yelling at your child for wanting to buy something with their own money.
-Yelling at your child for not being better than anyone else and being flawed.
-Bitching at your child for drawing in their own style and not in your own because you want them to be perfect.
-Yelling at your child for making you late when you were the one that caused the lateness, you just blame everything on the kids.
-Being pissed at your child who already feels bad enough and making them feel worse about the situation because you want go scream.
-Guilt trip your children into feeling bad for you so you can get something you want.
-Force your kids to do something they're not interested in and then bitch at them for not taking it seriously when they clearly didn't want to do it.
-Argue with your child about being in something they enjoy and forcing them to quit it because you want them to do something better with their time instead of doing something they love. And when they do it instead you harass them until they grow to hate it so you can get your way.
-Refuses to give your child something they need to breathe because they go through inhalers so fast and you dont have a brain to get them tested to find out WHY they're going through inhalers.
-Refusing to let your child get the mental help they need because you don't want to be the mother with f'ucked up children. They're fine, their mental state isn't worth giving a damn. They're just slaves you have because you don't want to do your own things. Your only the perfect mother when others are around.
Did I say how to be toxic? I meant to say, this is what I f'ucking live with, and people wonder why I hate my life.
-Blaming your kids for losing something YOU lost
-Yelling at your kids for not paying attention to you when you didn't tell them to do anything.
-Yelling at your kids just because you feel the need to yell at someone.
-Yelling at your child telling them they're not going to make it in life if they keep doing what they're doing. Even though they're doing what you're telling them to do.
-Lecturing your child for an hour and a half after they come out as gay, saying See More they're not gay they're just being peer pressured by their friends to come out.
-Threatening to kill your child for breaking a glass that is easily replaceable and broke because the dishwasher broke it while washing dishes (it was dishwasher safe, a bowl just hit it at the right angle and it shattered).
-Lecturing your child after being "lied" to about seeing a movie even though they told you what movie they were seeing and what it was about. The only reason your yelling at them is because the movie was about a gay person.
-Yelling at your child for coming out as transgender and banning YouTube because youtube apparently makes you gay.
-Yelling at your child for wanting to buy something with their own money.
-Yelling at your child for not being better than anyone else and being flawed.
-Bitching at your child for drawing in their own style and not in your own because you want them to be perfect.
-Yelling at your child for making you late when you were the one that caused the lateness, you just blame everything on the kids.
-Being pissed at your child who already feels bad enough and making them feel worse about the situation because you want go scream.
-Guilt trip your children into feeling bad for you so you can get something you want.
-Force your kids to do something they're not interested in and then bitch at them for not taking it seriously when they clearly didn't want to do it.
-Argue with your child about being in something they enjoy and forcing them to quit it because you want them to do something better with their time instead of doing something they love. And when they do it instead you harass them until they grow to hate it so you can get your way.
-Refuses to give your child something they need to breathe because they go through inhalers so fast and you dont have a brain to get them tested to find out WHY they're going through inhalers.
-Refusing to let your child get the mental help they need because you don't want to be the mother with f'ucked up children. They're fine, their mental state isn't worth giving a damn. They're just slaves you have because you don't want to do your own things. Your only the perfect mother when others are around.
Did I say how to be toxic? I meant to say, this is what I f'ucking live with, and people wonder why I hate my life.
Granted my situation isn't as bad as others, but it still hurts. I'm not even getting into the serious things my parents have done.
on May 15, 2020
on May 15, 2020
I'M EATING CHEESY NOODLES
on May 14, 2020
My friend Ellie joined this site a little while ago and idk her user! I can't remember it
on May 14, 2020
I want a lesbian and nonbinary pride flag but my mom wouldn't even let me buy it.
She'd literally rant at me for 5 f'ucking hours about how much I'm shoving the LGBT down her throat. Yell at me for falling under peer pressure and literally make me feel worse about the situation.
She'd literally rant at me for 5 f'ucking hours about how much I'm shoving the LGBT down her throat. Yell at me for falling under peer pressure and literally make me feel worse about the situation.
on May 14, 2020
I accidentally sprayed a bunch of bad-smelling perfume on my hand and now my hand smells atrocious.
I only sprayed the perfume to test which ones I liked more... I sprayed the paper! I didn't want it on my hand.
I only sprayed the perfume to test which ones I liked more... I sprayed the paper! I didn't want it on my hand.
on May 14, 2020
on May 14, 2020
on May 14, 2020
If you're mad at someone's opinion that's fine, it is your opinion. However, if you invalidate theirs it's wrong, and here's why.
EVERYONE
IS
ENTITLED
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THEIR
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OPINIONS!
Okay, repeat after me... Everyone is entitled to their own opinions.
Thank you for coming to my TED talk.
EVERYONE
IS
ENTITLED
TO
THEIR
OWN See More
OPINIONS!
Okay, repeat after me... Everyone is entitled to their own opinions.
Thank you for coming to my TED talk.
on May 14, 2020
Okay, so I found some notes that a woman took in my notebook during a seminar about depression. Here are some of the things written.
Storm of Teen Depression by Gary Nelson
#1 Killer of Teens are Accidents (factors of alcohol & pot)
20% of teens suffer from clinical depression
-Depression is a normal part of life, and most use coping devices to help.
-Clinical Depression lasts for days, months, years
-Does not always kill, but steals someone's life happenings/moments? See More
Where does it come from? (By the way still a mystery)
1) Bad Events (traumatic)
2) Genetics (runs in families)
3) Doesn't always need a trigger to start
When parents are scared they get angry
"I see much fear in this one. Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, and hate leads to suffering." -Yoda
Depression
- Lack of Motivation
- Tired
- Anger
- Bottling up emotions
- A sudden burst of energy
- Depression you can't explain
The guy's youtube is Revgenelson and his video is "Teens Surviving the Storm".
Btw this was a live seminar, so these notes were from someone who watched it... My youth director saw the seminar and told me I needed to see a therapist.
Storm of Teen Depression by Gary Nelson
#1 Killer of Teens are Accidents (factors of alcohol & pot)
20% of teens suffer from clinical depression
-Depression is a normal part of life, and most use coping devices to help.
-Clinical Depression lasts for days, months, years
-Does not always kill, but steals someone's life happenings/moments? See More
Where does it come from? (By the way still a mystery)
1) Bad Events (traumatic)
2) Genetics (runs in families)
3) Doesn't always need a trigger to start
When parents are scared they get angry
"I see much fear in this one. Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, and hate leads to suffering." -Yoda
Depression
- Lack of Motivation
- Tired
- Anger
- Bottling up emotions
- A sudden burst of energy
- Depression you can't explain
The guy's youtube is Revgenelson and his video is "Teens Surviving the Storm".
Btw this was a live seminar, so these notes were from someone who watched it... My youth director saw the seminar and told me I needed to see a therapist.
on May 14, 2020
So does someone want to do a google meet or a zoom meet with me? I'm bored. I'm open for anyone
on May 14, 2020
Last year I was live on tiktok because I reached 1,000. This was while I was dating the bitch (I call her the bitch because after years of her emotional abuse and manipulation she still had the audacity to say I was the one hurting her when I cared for her a lot and buried a lot of my pain to help her through hers). Anyways, while I was on this live this one user came on and kept saying I used my girlfriend for clout (I haven't even mentioned her on tiktok yet, and the clout I See More was getting was from an art video I posted so :/ what?). Okay, it hadn't even been a week since we started dating that this happened and the only people who knew were Me, my friend Liv and the bitch. This user kept saying I was abusing my relationship to be tiktok famous and Yeah :/ How the hell was I using her to be tiktok famous when 1) I was more popular than her on tiktok and 2) I haven't even mentioned her yet. Tell me, how does that work?
Yeah... it wouldn't surprise me if it was her trying to attack me under that user. They did have the name of one of her so called "partners". She faked a lot of relationships, faked a pregnancy just faked a lot of things to become more popular.
Yeah... it wouldn't surprise me if it was her trying to attack me under that user. They did have the name of one of her so called "partners". She faked a lot of relationships, faked a pregnancy just faked a lot of things to become more popular.
on May 14, 2020
I made a coming out video on Tiktok!
on May 14, 2020
MY CHURCH FRIENDS KNOW IM GAY *running around in panic* I DIDN'T COME OUT YET *screaming*
@Your.Local.Parasite I relate to that, but I'm still freaking out. Only 2 people knew in my church.
on May 14, 2020
on May 14, 2020
I show up on my youth directors and a youth volunteers for you page on tiktok... that means they're on gay tiktok
on May 14, 2020
I wanna go back to work ;-; I miss Hot Topic!
@CreepyPasta132 I haven't been to work in month, our store is still closed. I miss working there
on May 14, 2020
on May 14, 2020
"You're not going to get a man if you keep cutting your hair"
That means it's working, my plan is working!!!
That means it's working, my plan is working!!!
on May 14, 2020
I literally told myself I wouldn't do it, but I think you all should know the truth.
I love my cat, she's the best thing ever
I love my cat, she's the best thing ever
on May 14, 2020
AAAAAAAAAA ONE OF MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS IS GAY!!!!!!!!
on May 14, 2020