I'm 19 and I still have a f'ucking curfew and if I don't meet it I'm either "grounded" or my phone gets set off repeatedly. My mom is literally trying to control my life like what the hell. Also, this isn't even the worst of it.
on February 28, 2021
I'm just not going to do anything anymore
on February 28, 2021
on February 28, 2021
on February 28, 2021
Good news is... I'm not pregnant. Bad news is, I've got nothing and I'm in a shit ton of pain and Alex has never witnessed the start of my PMS and he's going to feel my wrath.
on February 28, 2021
on February 27, 2021
I'm getting a snake and naming it William Snakespeare
on February 27, 2021
Shigaraki is now Shakira
on February 27, 2021
My boyfriend fed me curly fries while I was driving
Before we left his place I fell asleep while he was playing video games and he took a picture!
on February 27, 2021
on February 27, 2021
Most of my characters have a traumatic backstory because idk.
- Everest witnesses his parents murder from a young age and suffers from amnesia. While he was trying to get his memories back he suffered panic attacks due to the memory being too much, and ended up repressing it again. Later when he meets Parker Greyson he was able to fully remember everything (Parker used his abilities to help ease his mind, as Everest tried to remember who he was in order to fight Lucifer). Everest See More still suffers through trauma, he deals with nightmares of that night and suffers from paranoia.
- Ana suffered severe trauma from being used as a lab rat in a lab, watching the love of her life being ripped apart, and being beaten into becoming an assassin. Due to her trauma she numbed herself from feeling all emotions and started killing. She suffers from hallucinations often seeing her victims as those who wronged her in the past, and eventually actually targeted those who wronged her in the past. She has abandonment issues, trust issues, and she refuses to get close to people in fear of losing them. She has a severe fear of hospitals (due to being in a lab and tortured). She suffers from severe PTSD.
- Syrianna watched her mother and sister burn in a fire, and watched her father leave and never come back. She does have abandonment issues and a fear of fire. She got her trust issues from later years when she was with people who she thought was trying to help her, but instead tried to kill her. She turned vengeful when she found out the truth behind her mother and sisters death, and even found out that half her family was wiped out. So, she did a mass genocide.
There's more of my characters, I'll go through them later.
- Everest witnesses his parents murder from a young age and suffers from amnesia. While he was trying to get his memories back he suffered panic attacks due to the memory being too much, and ended up repressing it again. Later when he meets Parker Greyson he was able to fully remember everything (Parker used his abilities to help ease his mind, as Everest tried to remember who he was in order to fight Lucifer). Everest See More still suffers through trauma, he deals with nightmares of that night and suffers from paranoia.
- Ana suffered severe trauma from being used as a lab rat in a lab, watching the love of her life being ripped apart, and being beaten into becoming an assassin. Due to her trauma she numbed herself from feeling all emotions and started killing. She suffers from hallucinations often seeing her victims as those who wronged her in the past, and eventually actually targeted those who wronged her in the past. She has abandonment issues, trust issues, and she refuses to get close to people in fear of losing them. She has a severe fear of hospitals (due to being in a lab and tortured). She suffers from severe PTSD.
- Syrianna watched her mother and sister burn in a fire, and watched her father leave and never come back. She does have abandonment issues and a fear of fire. She got her trust issues from later years when she was with people who she thought was trying to help her, but instead tried to kill her. She turned vengeful when she found out the truth behind her mother and sisters death, and even found out that half her family was wiped out. So, she did a mass genocide.
There's more of my characters, I'll go through them later.
on February 25, 2021
Me: Name one thing about me
Friend: You're depressed
Me: I set the bar too low
Friend: You're depressed
Me: I set the bar too low
on February 25, 2021
A 14-year-old killed her disabled 19-year-old sister
That doesn't sit right with me
That doesn't sit right with me
on February 25, 2021
People get annoyed when I'm in the relationship asking them if they're okay. They don't realize it's related to a bunch of trauma. I'm so afraid of upsetting people because I don't want to be hit or yelled at. When a person changes their tone in text and or voice I get really bad anxiety because I'm scared I f'ucked up, and that's on my friends leaving me constantly because of one tiny mistake. Asking if my partner is okay helps me put an ease at mind that they don't hate me, See More and I'm not going to be screamed at. Idk why they don't understand... the only one who does is my current boyfriend Alex, and he got me after all the damage.
I get it can be repetitive but you'd rather have my ask if everything is okay rather than ghosting you because I think you're mad at me.
I get it can be repetitive but you'd rather have my ask if everything is okay rather than ghosting you because I think you're mad at me.
Respect your partners, and understand them. Sure some things they do can be very annoying, but ask why?
If they're toxic don't respect them, get out of the relationship.
If they're toxic don't respect them, get out of the relationship.
on February 25, 2021
on February 25, 2021
How am I 5th qfeaster of the day people hate me
on February 25, 2021
on February 25, 2021
on February 25, 2021
Tiktok chose violence
on February 25, 2021
on February 25, 2021
Got inspired by emotions to write a song that'll never be shown to anyone
Why am I telling you, because I need to feel like I'm in control of something because my mind isn't stopping.
on February 25, 2021
on February 25, 2021
Person: Why do you hate me
Me: I don't hate you personally, I hate everyone equally!
Me: I don't hate you personally, I hate everyone equally!
on February 25, 2021
I'm not getting pregnancy symptoms ads... I don't claim the energy my phone is creating.
on February 25, 2021