I need an Uta shirt
Irrelevant
I also need to stop being a broke ass bitch
on October 12, 2020
on October 12, 2020
I'll come out to my family later, rn I need to be on the down low after pissing off my mom
on October 12, 2020
If I get yelled at for not wearing my mask for 2 minutes I'm going to be a little upset considering I had an asthma attack and could not breathe.
Before you come after me, this is literally the first time I actually took it off while having an asthma attack. I've worn a mask while having one but this one was really shitty where I had to take it off, use my inhaler, and take a breather to make sure oxygen was going to my brain because how light headed I was feeling. If I kept See More going I probably would have collapsed, that was how light headed I was.
Before you come after me, this is literally the first time I actually took it off while having an asthma attack. I've worn a mask while having one but this one was really shitty where I had to take it off, use my inhaler, and take a breather to make sure oxygen was going to my brain because how light headed I was feeling. If I kept See More going I probably would have collapsed, that was how light headed I was.
on October 12, 2020
If this reaches 10+ likes I will come out to my family in a very long post explaining my sexuality and gender identity.
I want to come out, but this is literally a way to force myself and not chicken out. It's time I came out to my family.
I want to come out, but this is literally a way to force myself and not chicken out. It's time I came out to my family.
on October 11, 2020
Mom: *lecturing me for staying out late*
Me: Mom we watched a movie
Mom: do you know how many drug shooting that have been happening
Me: MOM WE LIVE IN THE COUNTRY! NOBODY IS AROUND!
Me: Mom we watched a movie
Mom: do you know how many drug shooting that have been happening
Me: MOM WE LIVE IN THE COUNTRY! NOBODY IS AROUND!
on October 11, 2020
So, my fear of knives f'ucked up a possible friendship and I don't know if I should feel relieved or upset?
on October 11, 2020
Family members coming out
Me: *forever in the closet*
Me: *forever in the closet*
on October 10, 2020
Went to hang out with a dude, everything was fine we watched a couple episodes of avatar. Then his friends return, they're pretty chill have a chaotic vibe (I vibe with that). I'm talking with the dude I'm hanging out with on his couch and his friend sitting next to him pulls out a switch blade and puts it up to him, he and I are very close so the blade is in my face literally close to my face. I quickly move away and start panicking (the guy joking says he's going to kill us See More because that's their little inside joke, me being the new one instantly trauma kicks in and I move quickly). I'm panicking the guy I'm going to call him Billy, he yells at his friend to put the knife away knowing what I've been through and feels awful. My panicking ass is trying to keep my emotions in check so I don't have a mental breakdown in front of three people I've just met and want to be friends with. The friend pulled it out twice, got yelled at both times.
At the end of our time together I left and immediately after I get a video snap of his friend apologizing about the whole situation, because he didn't know about my fear of knives and the trauma behind the whole situation with him. I accepted his apology, but I 100% don't know if I should go back over there because I am not willing to put myself in a situation like that again. I nearly cried and now that I'm bringing it up again I'm freaking out because that literally scared the shit out of me and he's lucky I didn't start screaming and crying like I used to.
Moral of the story: Don't shove a knife in someone's face
At the end of our time together I left and immediately after I get a video snap of his friend apologizing about the whole situation, because he didn't know about my fear of knives and the trauma behind the whole situation with him. I accepted his apology, but I 100% don't know if I should go back over there because I am not willing to put myself in a situation like that again. I nearly cried and now that I'm bringing it up again I'm freaking out because that literally scared the shit out of me and he's lucky I didn't start screaming and crying like I used to.
Moral of the story: Don't shove a knife in someone's face
I really appreciate how he handled the situation, when his friend pulled out the knife he immediately shielded my face so I didn't see it but his friend moved and instantly that brought in the flight response. After that he hugged me and apologized, then shielded me again when his friend pulled it out a second time and literally told him to put it away and got See More aggressive.
The whole time his friend was like "The only harmful thing about it is the tip"
I appreciate the apology but that still scared the living shit out of me and idk how to feel about the whole situation.
The whole time his friend was like "The only harmful thing about it is the tip"
I appreciate the apology but that still scared the living shit out of me and idk how to feel about the whole situation.
on October 10, 2020
on October 10, 2020
I feel ugly not gonna lie
on October 10, 2020
on October 10, 2020
I've started writing a song on my way down to work, that shit is depressing
on October 09, 2020
on October 09, 2020
Even though I'm legally an adult and off at college, I still can't do anything without my mom bitching about it. I have to tell her where I am 24/7 who I'm with and what I'm doing. Like mom, let me live my life
on October 09, 2020
Wait how old is Mai in avatar if Prince Zuko is 16
on October 09, 2020
Like this for a tbh
I'll just dm you the thing because I'm making personal.
I'll just dm you the thing because I'm making personal.
on October 09, 2020
I'm making a new tiktok, but I'm not going to tell anyone what it is. You have to find it yourself, it's following along with a story I'm writing.
on October 09, 2020
"If I die don't post a status for me, go find my kids and make sure they're straight"
It's the homophobia for me
It's the homophobia for me
on October 09, 2020