My goal for next year is to get into counseling to help with my depression and anxiety
on November 24, 2020
Why is no one around when I'm hurting the most
on November 24, 2020
on November 24, 2020
He broke up with me
@southparkestellaismywife420 Ngl I saw it coming i knew it was happening and it did. So, I don't know why it hurts so bad but it does.
on November 24, 2020
on November 24, 2020
My boyfriend told me he still had feelings for his ex... this is going to end badly for me and I saw this coming so why the hell am I crying.
Because I constantly do this to myself.
Because I constantly do this to myself.
He's going to break up with me tonight I just know it, he hasn't been talking with me lately and that's what always happens. Damn it I'm going to hurt.
on November 24, 2020
I don't know how to feel, i mean he says he feels guilty but part of me feels like he's going to leave me anyways
on November 24, 2020
on November 24, 2020
Like this post and I'll write a story of all the toxic things my mother has done and what she's said to me and why I hate my life.
on November 24, 2020
Trigger Warning: Im really upset
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If I kill myself it's my moms fault, I wanted to escape this f'ucking treatment except when I come back it just gets worse. I can't do this anymore, I literally can't! I'm so f'ucking done, everything EVERYTHING i get blamed for. I get blamed for literally everything, my sibling wanting to cut their hair MY FAULT, my grandmother messing with stuff in the kitchen I didn't even do MY FAULT I get blamed for everything, I even get judged for everything. I can't win!! Why stay alive when the people who are supposed to care about you constantly beat you down? I'm trying my best and it's not good enough! I'm tempted to just f'ucking end it all because what's the point anymore, I don't have anything anyways. I don't have anyone to talk to about this, everyone I try to talk to about this constantly remind me that it could be worse and that it doesn't matter. I'm losing my mind I can't live like this but I can't f'ucking leave either because I don't have anywhere to go!
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If I kill myself it's my moms fault, I wanted to escape this f'ucking treatment except when I come back it just gets worse. I can't do this anymore, I literally can't! I'm so f'ucking done, everything EVERYTHING i get blamed for. I get blamed for literally everything, my sibling wanting to cut their hair MY FAULT, my grandmother messing with stuff in the kitchen I didn't even do MY FAULT I get blamed for everything, I even get judged for everything. I can't win!! Why stay alive when the people who are supposed to care about you constantly beat you down? I'm trying my best and it's not good enough! I'm tempted to just f'ucking end it all because what's the point anymore, I don't have anything anyways. I don't have anyone to talk to about this, everyone I try to talk to about this constantly remind me that it could be worse and that it doesn't matter. I'm losing my mind I can't live like this but I can't f'ucking leave either because I don't have anywhere to go!
@southparkestellaismywife420 I am hurting and I won't survive winter break if my family keeps treating me like shit
on November 24, 2020
on November 24, 2020
on November 24, 2020
Why does everyone want me to grow my hair out like Jesus christ, "You'd look better with long hair" WHY CAN'T YOU PHYSICALLY SEE THAT I'M HAPPIER WITH MY SHORT HAIR!
on November 23, 2020
on November 23, 2020
on November 23, 2020
Recently I've been reliving memories inside my head and honestly it scares the shit out of me.
on November 23, 2020
Is it abuse if the person you're with hurts you mentally every chance they get. Or is it just a joke taken the wrong way?
on November 22, 2020
on November 22, 2020
on November 21, 2020
on November 21, 2020
Everyone i say f'ucking now is autocorrects to this spelling. People think I'm pure now and don't want to swear BITCH NO TF
on November 21, 2020
If amber heard doesn't get removed we're going to boycott Aquaman 2, no one go to the movie because we're not supporting a movie that supports an abuser.
on November 20, 2020