on December 10, 2020
I should have waiting until college but my mom had to force my ass in right away! I need to rant but I won't because if I rant I'm going to risk crying and I'm at work rn.
I had to send her an email and now she's going to bitch at me for not signing up for scholarships when I was going to but I was harassed too damn much.
on December 10, 2020
on December 10, 2020
on December 10, 2020
on December 10, 2020
Me: *wants to dye my hair blue again*
My Brain: Hear me out, flames? It'll look cool and snazzy
Me: But blue
My Brain: But flames, everyone will compliment your hair
Me: Yes... but blue
My Brain: Don't make me send them in
Me: You wouldn't See More
Mental Breakdown Time: I AM IN THE HOUSE! Alright, let's get some bleach, black hair dye some red and yellow and boom. We're too lazy so shaving the head it is.
Me: I win
My Brain: No blue
Me: F'uck
My Brain: Hear me out, flames? It'll look cool and snazzy
Me: But blue
My Brain: But flames, everyone will compliment your hair
Me: Yes... but blue
My Brain: Don't make me send them in
Me: You wouldn't See More
Mental Breakdown Time: I AM IN THE HOUSE! Alright, let's get some bleach, black hair dye some red and yellow and boom. We're too lazy so shaving the head it is.
Me: I win
My Brain: No blue
Me: F'uck
on December 09, 2020
I have a knock before enter sign on the door, everyone just barges in and I'm tired of it.
on December 09, 2020
Me about to call @TheColeWolf even thought I know he's at school and I'm just stupid.
on December 09, 2020
I thought I had a notification from someone wanting to comment on my post, instead it was qfeast reminding me I haven't created any content lately.
on December 09, 2020
I'm on a discord call and we both pretty much fell asleep on it (I obviously woke up) and now I'm lonely because I have no one to talk to).
on December 09, 2020
Best thing about my job is I can make so many depressed jokes and everyone will be like same.
on December 09, 2020
on December 09, 2020
Things I'd Need for an Apartment
1) Stuff for my office/art studio, I'm planning on having a multiple room apt and having a roommate and of course the office room would also be the gaming room.
2) I'm planning on making my bedroom f'ucking dope so a cool bed, some bean bags and a large screen t.v for watching movies and playing video games.
1) Stuff for my office/art studio, I'm planning on having a multiple room apt and having a roommate and of course the office room would also be the gaming room.
2) I'm planning on making my bedroom f'ucking dope so a cool bed, some bean bags and a large screen t.v for watching movies and playing video games.
on December 09, 2020
Having a mental breakdown at work and I've got 2 hours left of it. Wish me luck.
on December 09, 2020
on December 09, 2020
TW: This a full on rant about a lot of things.
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Tempted to just not take my final exams, drop out of college for a little bit and work on building up money so I can go to college and actually succeed.
However, my mother will bitch at me and call me terrible things if I do that. Because rather than understanding my mental health she'd rather remind me of how pathetic I am and make me constantly feel like shit. They constantly remind me how I'm not good enough, and it hurts. This environment all together just f'ucking hurts.
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Tempted to just not take my final exams, drop out of college for a little bit and work on building up money so I can go to college and actually succeed.
However, my mother will bitch at me and call me terrible things if I do that. Because rather than understanding my mental health she'd rather remind me of how pathetic I am and make me constantly feel like shit. They constantly remind me how I'm not good enough, and it hurts. This environment all together just f'ucking hurts.
I'll try to go back to college by the time I reach 24 (possibly) because rn I'm like struggling and I need to get my shit together.
on December 08, 2020
I'm definitely dropping out of college for the time being, I'll finish out this next semester. I'll be looking for apartments around March and hopefully move into an apartment.
on December 08, 2020
on December 08, 2020
Me: *falls asleep on a discord call*
Also Me: *wakes up on said discord call>
Dude: What time did we fall asleep
Me; I didn't even know we fell asleep until after I woke up, man what time is it?
I woke up at 7:00 on a discord call
Also Me: *wakes up on said discord call>
Dude: What time did we fall asleep
Me; I didn't even know we fell asleep until after I woke up, man what time is it?
I woke up at 7:00 on a discord call
on December 08, 2020