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My bby wanted to fall asleep on a video call with me.

This man has no right to hit me in the heart like this ? he wrote me a f'ucking love letter.

I did a stupid but I'll be fine.

My mom is bitching at me for starting to gage my ears. She said it looks atrocious and I can do it when she dies.

I'd like to make tiktoks about working at the shitty store I quit last year. However, I ended up crying a lot from it so I'm not doing that.

My boyfriend told me to get to sleep but my brain said mental breakdown time. So, I'm screaming at the top of my lungs to music instead of falling asleep like a good girlfriend. I can't wait to see him on Friday ☺.

Aaaaa

I got myself into a relationship yesterday, and I'm not sure how to feel about it. I want to cry because I know I'm not good enough for him, because he's a really sweet guy and he deserves to have someone better than me. I'm toxic, I'm a downer I'm constantly depressed, and I rant about literally everything, and I've let trauma completely control my life to where that's all I talk about. He deserves so much better and he chose me. He had girls asking him out and I was rejecting See More him left and right but he wanted to be with me. Why?

I'm a toxic person and I really need to change that

My favorite thing to do it read the bad reviews at places and laugh because some people are so f'ucking stupid.

Half the shit people actually complain about, I swear they have no common sense. Also, telling people the staff is rude when you know damn well they're not. It's kind of hilarious. I know I shouldn't laugh, and some of the reviews are pretty solid, I'm not laughing at just the bad ones and only favoring the good. No work place is perfect, however, some things people See More rant about is funny.

I found something to give me serotonin

I'll be a little more active on here, I won't talk to very much people.

Quick update, I know it's really soon but

I'm coming out to my entire family today. I know it's a post on Facebook but I really can't do it in person.

I'll come back sparingly with a couple life updates

-I'm actually planning on going to counseling, I've figured things out and I'm getting it set up and all that.
-I just recently dyed my hair purple (because why not)
-I'm over covid (have been for awhile, but I'm still trying to bounce back.
-My grandmother finally got put in an assisted living. So she's no longer in the house.
-I'm back at college
-I've made some new friends See More
-Got a little more active on tiktok

I've been working on bettering myself, I'm trying.

So, I've realized I probably annoyed most of you on here with my stupid and over dramatic rants and I've made the ultimate decision to actually leave.

The reason I'm leaving is because I really don't want to be blocked by anymore people, and I understand why they blocked me as well so I'm just not going to say anything on the matter. After January 15th, I'll be requesting account deletion and I'll be gone. Will I come back, probably not I came back to get in touch with old friends See More and well I got contact with them now so... yeah. I'll be leaving. Yes, this is for real this time I know I've made this claim numerous times, I have fallen back into the addiction but I really must leave. I've really got to work on my mental health and all that. And currently right now my actual health (no I'm not dying, I just got covid and I have to take medication for a severe sore throat that has massive swelling).

I'm sorry for the issues I've caused to make you made at me, I'll be leaving now so I won't be causing anymore trouble. If anyone wants to contact me I'll leave my email in my bio. The rules are 16+ (age of consent) however I'm bumping it up to 17+ now since I am now 19 years old.

Thank you for tolerating my small time back on this site, hope to maybe come back some day but I probably won't. Have an amazing 2021, make smart decisions, and please stay safe.

I'm remaking Aria

Okay, is it just me or do we have to sign into our accounts a lot more than we used to.

My mha character is named Aria Aikawa, I'll post her character backstory later.

She is powerful, however she can't use her quirk because it is dangerous. Her abilities only effect the 100 ft of the area surrounding her. She's also blind which gives her a huge HUGE disadvantage, because her abilities rely on her ability to SEE what she's doing. She has a way to see but she has to be barefoot and even then it's not that good (similar to Toph, and how she could see she uses small See More quake vibrations).

I'm still creating her so she may change.

I'll be honest, I'm actually quite glad my coworker messaged me asking if I was doing okay. That made my day better.