*deep breath* ok. You guys are most likely wondering what happened to me while I was gone.
I was fed up. with life, with humanity, with everything.
I couldn't handle it anymore.
So, I did something stupid ( ...like me... )
and I grabbed my bag which had "supplies" in it...
ran to the forest, and well, "abused" myself, then tried to commit suicide.
I was passed out but I know someone called 991. See More
I know, I know, it was stupid! I know. I....I just couldn't handle it...
I was fed up. with life, with humanity, with everything.
I couldn't handle it anymore.
So, I did something stupid ( ...like me... )
and I grabbed my bag which had "supplies" in it...
ran to the forest, and well, "abused" myself, then tried to commit suicide.
I was passed out but I know someone called 991. See More
I know, I know, it was stupid! I know. I....I just couldn't handle it...
on February 17, 2016
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on February 17, 2016
Fun fact:
When I complenment people there is often a curse word in there.
When I insult someone, wait....GOD DAMN IT I CANT THINK OF WHAT I WOULD DO BECAUSE I RARELY INSULT PEOPLE
When I complenment people there is often a curse word in there.
When I insult someone, wait....GOD DAMN IT I CANT THINK OF WHAT I WOULD DO BECAUSE I RARELY INSULT PEOPLE
on February 17, 2016
-in class one day-
"what if the world didn't have music, where would you be?"
"Hmm, (insert my name)?"
"I would be dead."
Everyone: O_O
"what if the world didn't have music, where would you be?"
"Hmm, (insert my name)?"
"I would be dead."
Everyone: O_O
on February 17, 2016
That one moment when you have to change song lyrics because they don't fit you.
I actually have to change "MY MILKSHAKE BRINGS ALL THE BOYS TO THE YARD"
I change it into: "ME MILKSHAKE BRINGS ALL LE LADIES TO THE YARD"
I actually have to change "MY MILKSHAKE BRINGS ALL THE BOYS TO THE YARD"
I change it into: "ME MILKSHAKE BRINGS ALL LE LADIES TO THE YARD"
on February 17, 2016
*snaps and flips hair*
GUESS WHAT, BITCHES!
YEAH THATS RIGHT
IM BACK BITCHES!
MHM, IM BACK!
*snaps again and walks away like a bo$$, flipping hair in process*
GUESS WHAT, BITCHES!
YEAH THATS RIGHT
IM BACK BITCHES!
MHM, IM BACK!
*snaps again and walks away like a bo$$, flipping hair in process*
on February 17, 2016
on February 17, 2016
on February 17, 2016
on February 17, 2016
on February 17, 2016
on February 17, 2016
another fun fact:
I have to ask like 20 f*cking questions before actually making an OC
I have to ask like 20 f*cking questions before actually making an OC
on February 17, 2016
Fun fact:
I rarely ship OCs
Even if it is CANON, I rarely ship it.
and if its a romance thing, and someone posts an OC I like, and I'm making an OC, and they fit, I may ( most likely not ) ask if they can be shipped. XD
sometimes I put "rumored to be lesbian" ( gay if boy. ) which usually means they are lesbian, or don't exactly know their sexuality.
I often put OCs that are based off of me, how I would react, and what I would do. Hence about every fandom I'm in ( that I have See More an OC for ), is shy, mysterious, sneaky, quiet. Because that is what I am. THIS HAS GOTTEN OF TOPIC.
Back to the normal topic,
sometimes I don't even ask if they can be shipped, I joke and hint about it.
Hence me shipping my OC Cherry with Shyfangirl's OC, Hannah.
XD
Okay
I will leave now
goodbye.
I rarely ship OCs
Even if it is CANON, I rarely ship it.
and if its a romance thing, and someone posts an OC I like, and I'm making an OC, and they fit, I may ( most likely not ) ask if they can be shipped. XD
sometimes I put "rumored to be lesbian" ( gay if boy. ) which usually means they are lesbian, or don't exactly know their sexuality.
I often put OCs that are based off of me, how I would react, and what I would do. Hence about every fandom I'm in ( that I have See More an OC for ), is shy, mysterious, sneaky, quiet. Because that is what I am. THIS HAS GOTTEN OF TOPIC.
Back to the normal topic,
sometimes I don't even ask if they can be shipped, I joke and hint about it.
Hence me shipping my OC Cherry with Shyfangirl's OC, Hannah.
XD
Okay
I will leave now
goodbye.
on February 17, 2016
on February 17, 2016
on February 17, 2016
on February 17, 2016
;~; *weird noise*
....
( yes, I wrote two suicide notes. One on my laptop, one on paper. I can post what the second one said... )
....
( yes, I wrote two suicide notes. One on my laptop, one on paper. I can post what the second one said... )
on February 17, 2016
on February 17, 2016
( normal song not in english. This song also talks about 'dark' subjects. I don't know how you would classify this song as. )
The unneeded meaning of start and end
To the disappearance of this soul
Who remembers characters?
From the window of madness, goodbye
Hello, myself
Haven't we met before? See More
Goodbye, yourself
So, want to talk?
iNSaNiTY
Like floating on air
PSYCHoPaTHY
A carefree life
iNSaNiTY
An illusion that can't end
CaPTiViTY
Unable to run away
iNSaNiTY
Like floating on air
PSYCHoPaTHY
A carefree life
iNSaNiTY
An illusion that can't end
CaPTiViTY
Like the corruption is continuing
The discovered conclusion, disappearing
Outlines fading to black
In the darkness, there's no such thing thing as light
From the inside of madness, goodbye
Hello, myself
Haven't we met before?
Goodbye, yourself
So, want to talk?
iNSaNiTY
Like floating on air
PSYCHoPaTHY
A carefree life
iNSaNiTY
An illusion that can't end
CaPTiViTY
Unable to run away
iNSaNiTY
Like floating on air
PSYCHoPaTHY
A carefree life
iNSaNiTY
An illusion that can't end
CaPTiViTY
Like the corruption is continuing
Hey, haven't we met somewhere in the past?
Hey, you're special to me, I want to talk to you
Hey, what time is it? What's today? I don't know
Hey! It would be great if we completely forgot
iNSaNiTY
It's like floating on air
PSYCHoPaTHY
A carefree life
iNSaNiTY
Dark? Light?
iNSaNiTY
iNSaNiTY
sAnIty
Can't see the dark already
pUrIty
The days are longer
sAnIty
But that also must sink
"sAnIty"
... what is that?
iNSaNiTY
Like floating on air
PSYCHoPaTHY
A carefree life
iNSaNiTY
An illusion that can't end
CaPTiViTY
Unable to run away
iNSaNiTY
Like floating on air
PSYCHoPaTHY
A carefree life
iNSaNiTY
An illusion that can't end
CaPTiViTY
The corruption is continuing
The unneeded meaning of start and end
To the disappearance of this soul
Who remembers characters?
From the window of madness, goodbye
Hello, myself
Haven't we met before? See More
Goodbye, yourself
So, want to talk?
iNSaNiTY
Like floating on air
PSYCHoPaTHY
A carefree life
iNSaNiTY
An illusion that can't end
CaPTiViTY
Unable to run away
iNSaNiTY
Like floating on air
PSYCHoPaTHY
A carefree life
iNSaNiTY
An illusion that can't end
CaPTiViTY
Like the corruption is continuing
The discovered conclusion, disappearing
Outlines fading to black
In the darkness, there's no such thing thing as light
From the inside of madness, goodbye
Hello, myself
Haven't we met before?
Goodbye, yourself
So, want to talk?
iNSaNiTY
Like floating on air
PSYCHoPaTHY
A carefree life
iNSaNiTY
An illusion that can't end
CaPTiViTY
Unable to run away
iNSaNiTY
Like floating on air
PSYCHoPaTHY
A carefree life
iNSaNiTY
An illusion that can't end
CaPTiViTY
Like the corruption is continuing
Hey, haven't we met somewhere in the past?
Hey, you're special to me, I want to talk to you
Hey, what time is it? What's today? I don't know
Hey! It would be great if we completely forgot
iNSaNiTY
It's like floating on air
PSYCHoPaTHY
A carefree life
iNSaNiTY
Dark? Light?
iNSaNiTY
iNSaNiTY
sAnIty
Can't see the dark already
pUrIty
The days are longer
sAnIty
But that also must sink
"sAnIty"
... what is that?
iNSaNiTY
Like floating on air
PSYCHoPaTHY
A carefree life
iNSaNiTY
An illusion that can't end
CaPTiViTY
Unable to run away
iNSaNiTY
Like floating on air
PSYCHoPaTHY
A carefree life
iNSaNiTY
An illusion that can't end
CaPTiViTY
The corruption is continuing
on February 17, 2016
"laughing, smiling...those were the days. The golden days."
"They really were. I miss those old times. We were loved,"
"we were noticed,"
"we had friends"
"and we had each-other, every second of the day. Now, we barely get to see each-other..."
"But I remember our promise-
"We stick together forever, no matter what" See More
"and I'm keeping that promise"
"so am I"
"They really were. I miss those old times. We were loved,"
"we were noticed,"
"we had friends"
"and we had each-other, every second of the day. Now, we barely get to see each-other..."
"But I remember our promise-
"We stick together forever, no matter what" See More
"and I'm keeping that promise"
"so am I"
on February 17, 2016
YES
THANK GOD
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
THANK GOD
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
on February 17, 2016
on February 17, 2016
THE DOCTORS SAID THAT SHE WILL SURVIVE
AND THAT SHE WILL BE HOME THIS WEEK! :3
@ShyFangirl
AND THAT SHE WILL BE HOME THIS WEEK! :3
@ShyFangirl
on February 17, 2016
on February 17, 2016
OK, OK.
Good news but bad news.
XxusernamexX is still alive. Though VERY injured.
She is now at the hospitable, being treated for her wounds.
The doctors said she could bring her laptop, so she may post or she may not.
nobody knows when she is gonna get out and the doctors wont answer if she is going to die or if she is going to live.
Good news but bad news.
XxusernamexX is still alive. Though VERY injured.
She is now at the hospitable, being treated for her wounds.
The doctors said she could bring her laptop, so she may post or she may not.
nobody knows when she is gonna get out and the doctors wont answer if she is going to die or if she is going to live.
Yep! ^^
The doctors said if she isn't home in the morning, that she can post on here! :3
@PiperMcLean4
The doctors said if she isn't home in the morning, that she can post on here! :3
@PiperMcLean4
on February 17, 2016
Do not worry, its confirmed by doctors she will live
and
that she'll be home by this week ;D
Though, the doctors did not say what happened.
@PiperMcLean4
and
that she'll be home by this week ;D
Though, the doctors did not say what happened.
@PiperMcLean4
on February 17, 2016
on February 17, 2016
I will try to update if she is still alive tomorrow. I sure hope she will be.
The doctors didn't say how bad it was, didn't show us pictures, just said "(insert her name) is in the hospitable for Injuries."
*sigh*
@ShyFangirl
The doctors didn't say how bad it was, didn't show us pictures, just said "(insert her name) is in the hospitable for Injuries."
*sigh*
@ShyFangirl
on February 17, 2016
on February 17, 2016
on February 17, 2016
F*CK
NO
I JUST F*CKING FOUND A SUICIDE NOTE ON THIS LAPTOP.
Ok, so I got on here and noticed something,
she had some tabs open and paint open
so I clicked the tabs and ignored paint for a bit
UNTIL I read what she had recently posted. See More
Then I went to paint
F*CKING SUICIDE NOTE ON HER LAPTOP.
I will post a pick...
NO
I JUST F*CKING FOUND A SUICIDE NOTE ON THIS LAPTOP.
Ok, so I got on here and noticed something,
she had some tabs open and paint open
so I clicked the tabs and ignored paint for a bit
UNTIL I read what she had recently posted. See More
Then I went to paint
F*CKING SUICIDE NOTE ON HER LAPTOP.
I will post a pick...
on February 17, 2016
Hey guys,
guess what.
Nope, I'm not XxusernamexX.
She still alive? don't know. She just told me to come on here and gave me her password.
sorry and someone is insulting her.
-someone who cares.
guess what.
Nope, I'm not XxusernamexX.
She still alive? don't know. She just told me to come on here and gave me her password.
sorry and someone is insulting her.
-someone who cares.
on February 17, 2016
sadly, I'm not joking ;-;
she left her house, with her bag, nobody knows where she went.
WHY DIDNT ANYONE ASK HER WHERE SHE WAS GOING ;-;
-SOMEONE WHO IS PANICKING SO MUCH
@bribri_loves_you @ShyFangirl
she left her house, with her bag, nobody knows where she went.
WHY DIDNT ANYONE ASK HER WHERE SHE WAS GOING ;-;
-SOMEONE WHO IS PANICKING SO MUCH
@bribri_loves_you @ShyFangirl
on February 17, 2016
I NOW WISH THAT I KNOW WHERE SHE WENT.
I FOUND A SUICIDE NOTE ON HER LAPTOP
WHERE THE HELL IS SHE
I think his name on here is @Dragon_Hunter ( the one who is dyeing ) I could be wrong though
-Someone who is panicking See More
@ShyFangirl
@bribri_loves_you
I FOUND A SUICIDE NOTE ON HER LAPTOP
WHERE THE HELL IS SHE
I think his name on here is @Dragon_Hunter ( the one who is dyeing ) I could be wrong though
-Someone who is panicking See More
@ShyFangirl
@bribri_loves_you
on February 17, 2016
on February 17, 2016
DONE.
You guys don't want me posting this shit, so i wont.
goodbye.
You guys don't want me posting this shit, so i wont.
goodbye.
on February 17, 2016
Dear Draggy,
I'm so sorry i wasn't there. i am so sorry i did that.
I'm sorry.
I know your dead, but....i still am doing this.
i will miss you. You saved me so many times....
i know, I'm an idiot. i know you hate when i insult myself, i....i just have to....i missed it...I COULD'VE SAVED YOU. YOU COULD BE ALIVE....
I would switch your death so it would be mine. See More
goodbye, my dear....friend...
RIP Draggy
-Me
I'm so sorry i wasn't there. i am so sorry i did that.
I'm sorry.
I know your dead, but....i still am doing this.
i will miss you. You saved me so many times....
i know, I'm an idiot. i know you hate when i insult myself, i....i just have to....i missed it...I COULD'VE SAVED YOU. YOU COULD BE ALIVE....
I would switch your death so it would be mine. See More
goodbye, my dear....friend...
RIP Draggy
-Me
on February 17, 2016
Do you want to get out of this hell hole?
One thing you must do--do not insult yourself.
If you do, you will believe yourself, and you will sink even deeper.
Insulting=VERY BAD.
One thing you must do--do not insult yourself.
If you do, you will believe yourself, and you will sink even deeper.
Insulting=VERY BAD.
on February 17, 2016
*shaking, tears streaming down face* N-no....i-im....im sorry! *runs away and hides in room* no...no...no....no... *body shaking, crying, puts hands on head, about to scream*
on February 17, 2016
and hell,
its long.