Inactive_leave - Page 76

*flips a table*
I AM SOMEBODY'S SENPIA
OH MY F*CKING GOD
YUS
*screams*
....
did I really do that...? o_o See More
*runs away*

I'm sorry I wasn't on earlier guys :l
I was really busy, and wasn't able to get on ;-;

I WANT SKITTLES ;-;

Fun fact;
my bag is still next to me
and
the temptation hurts, BUT IS SOMEHOW NOT KILLING ME
It will though; I promise.

OH MY GOD
I JUST REALIZED WHAT TIME IT IS O_0
IM SORRY
I HAS TO GO
*hides bag behind back*
BYE-BYE! O_O *runs away*

I just noticed;
my bag Is still next to me from earlier... XD

*talking with someone*
*says something*
*responds and flirts a bit*
*doesn't notice*
YUS! XD
FLIRT-THINGY GONE UNNOTICED

My god
I am end up getting Rebel_Fangirl shipping me with someone else
MY GOD GIRL
THATS TOP SECRET SHIT RIGHT THERE MADAM
I WOULD PREFER IF YOU KEEP YOUR GOD DAMN MOUTH SHUT ABOUT THIS, MADAM XD

SLEEP AND ME ARE IN A VERY COMPLICATED RELATIONSHIP
XDDDD
( Sorry, had to do it. )
BUT I WANNA HAVE SOMEONE ELSE 3:<
THOUGH SHE IS ME SENPIA, I SHALL NEVER HAVE HER ;-;

Fun Fact:
I am VERY anxious while trying to sleep.
I have to listen to music to block out "thoughts" while going to bed.
I hate sleep; yet I love it.
( I shall explain if you want me to. )

I'm in love with an angel,
Heaven forbid...
Made me a believer with the touch of her skin ;D
I'd go to hell and back with you~
Stay lost in what we found.
( not the whole song, but, *shrug*, you know who I'm talking about. >.> )

OH MY GOD
GUYS
GUYS
GUYS
SENPIA NOTICED MEEEEEEEEEEE
*insert fangirling and in-human noises here*

( for someone. )
I'm tugging at my hair, I'm pulling at my clothes, I'm trying to keep my cool, I know it shows...
I'm staring at my feet, my cheeks are turning red, I'm searching for the words inside my head.
I'm feeling nervous, trying to be so perfect, cause I know your worth it, your worth it, yeah.
If I could say what I want to say, i'd say I wanna blow you away. Be with you every night, am I squeezing you to tight...?
If I could say what I wanna see, I want to see you go See More down , on one knee, marry me today.
Guess, I'm wishing my life away, with these things i'll never say.
It don't do me any good, its just a waste of time, what use it to you, what's on my mind?
If it aint coming out, were not going any-where, so why cant I just tell you that I care?!
Cause I'm feeling nervous, trying to be so perfect, cause I know your worth it, your worth it, yeah.
If I could say what I want to say, i'd say I wanna blow you away. Be with you every night, am I squeezing you to tight...?
If I could say what I wanna see, I want to see you go down , on one knee, marry me today.
Guess, I'm wishing my life away, with these things i'll never say. ( what is... )
Whats wrong with my tongue!? These words keep slipping away. I stutter, I stumble, Like I've got nothing to say.
Cause I'm feeling nervous, trying to be so perfect, cause I know your worth it, your worth it, yeah
( not the whole song but, *shrugs*, to lazy to type it all. )

*warning head-phone users. contains screaming.*
IM LOVEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
I am now sorry.
I just had to say that.
You would know what I mean, if you are that certain person. *smirk*

*NOSE-BLEED*

"I am truly sorry.
I feel as if I have broke every promise I have made to you.
I feel as if I broke you.
You told me to be strong. I promised.
I broke that promise;
I'm sorry."

"i said "don't let me go" and you promised me you wouldn't.
well, you broke that promise. you let go of me.
I believed you, and I trusted you.
And this is what a get.
Thank you, I will very well believe every single insult you throw at me.
Very well, I will do it.
Just because I loved you. See More
Because I trusted you." -Me

What were you thinking?
I don't want you to die...
No one wants you to die...
...now I feel like I'm bothering you...
I'm really, really sorry ;-;

ok, I wrote two suicide notes. First is already on here, I'm now doing the second. here it goes.... :
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Hello, to anyone who is reading this. You could already be crying, you could be laughing, I don't even know.
I don't know who I am anymore. I don't have a purpose. Life is hell.
I don't even understand why I'm writing this, nobody would read this.
But, I know some people would. I cant name all of them off, of course, since they're Qfeasters, and I cant think correctly.
Dear See More Shyfangirl,
thank you. just, thank you. You've made me smile and laugh. I love you, I will actually miss you. You are someone who deserves a good life and deserves everything. You are someone who will cry over my death, and I'm glad that I know that.
I love you gurl. ;D
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Dear Imangary,
I know, I spelled your name wrong. I will miss you. You know what I've been through, as well as others. You deserve a good life and everything. Love you. You are also someone who would cry over me, and I'm glad to know that that.
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Dear Pipermclean4
that's your user, right? Well, you know what I've been through, you've been through the same. Were good friends, as I think we are, and I hope you think the same. I love you, girl. You will cry over me. I'm glad to know that.
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Vixey_The_Hedgedog
I kno you quit. dont care. You still have a piece of me, being the first qfeaster I meant.
love you. I know you wont know, but if you know, I hope you would cry over me. Because I would cry over you.
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And everyone else. I cant remember your username, I'm sorry. but I do believe you belong in this list.
I believe all of you can survive. >/3
stay strong, for me, ok?
Sincerley, a girl who wants to die and is committing suicide
goodbye world. >/3
I never liked you.
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well...that was fun rewriting.
But anyways, that was my suicide note.
and clearly, I failed at killing myself, since I'm still here.