I’m getting my hognose in about a week and gahHHH IM SO EXCITED FOR MY BOY!!!!
on May 23, 2019
on May 18, 2019
sigh
I shouldn’t be this upset but here we are I guess. That was kinda disappointing but oh well, I’m just being ungrateful and a baby again ugh
I shouldn’t be this upset but here we are I guess. That was kinda disappointing but oh well, I’m just being ungrateful and a baby again ugh
kind of, i started crying at a McDonald’s last night bc of it and it was just a mess, it’s not your fault though dw about it- and yeah that’s fair, I just don’t have enough energy to really look forward to things rn
on May 18, 2019
Is it because of the puppy? It’s okay!!! You can get another one!! I understand the disappointment, man. I’m sorry : ( at least you get your snake, right?
on May 18, 2019
on May 18, 2019
not a tw or anything, just rambling about dreams:
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I had a weird dream last night??? It wasn’t bad but it literally only consisted of us (me and a few friends) trying to play dnd and then some kid that we didn’t like ended up showing up and bringing his hognose, which I immediately took a liking to, and we went on some wild goose chase to find it food because it hadn’t eaten in over a month
jumpskip to the time I fall back asleep, my dream went from that to us on a subway and then to a giant supermarket? while one of my friend and I were on the subway someone had grabbed her and tried to flirt with her and i got all upset that i went to go search for the dude who did it (I found him and punched him) and after that i found my group of friends and we just wandered around the supermarket, finding blankets and stuff
it was kinda uneventful but it felt nice to have a dream where I’m not dying or crying or something
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I had a weird dream last night??? It wasn’t bad but it literally only consisted of us (me and a few friends) trying to play dnd and then some kid that we didn’t like ended up showing up and bringing his hognose, which I immediately took a liking to, and we went on some wild goose chase to find it food because it hadn’t eaten in over a month
jumpskip to the time I fall back asleep, my dream went from that to us on a subway and then to a giant supermarket? while one of my friend and I were on the subway someone had grabbed her and tried to flirt with her and i got all upset that i went to go search for the dude who did it (I found him and punched him) and after that i found my group of friends and we just wandered around the supermarket, finding blankets and stuff
it was kinda uneventful but it felt nice to have a dream where I’m not dying or crying or something
on May 15, 2019
jlkaksklgkd she makes me so happy and all blushy and smiley and i want to cry i love her voice and her laughs and her panicked noises when we play rain world and holy shit im a mess??? is this love??????
on May 13, 2019
WE DOING THIS BOYS, WE’RE GETTING A HOGNOSE NEXT MONTH YEEHAWW BAYBEEEE
on May 11, 2019
just me rambling, not really a tw:
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long sigh
i kind of regret asking my mom for dating advice bc she had to bring up long distance relationships and how they’d never work out n’ all that and now that makes me kinda upset, i love them and all because they’re so kind and just smart and overall adorable and i love them so much
am i just dating this person for nothing then??? if it’s just gonna fail anyway
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long sigh
i kind of regret asking my mom for dating advice bc she had to bring up long distance relationships and how they’d never work out n’ all that and now that makes me kinda upset, i love them and all because they’re so kind and just smart and overall adorable and i love them so much
am i just dating this person for nothing then??? if it’s just gonna fail anyway
Long distance relationships CAN work but it’s kinda just chance. Remember that if it doesn’t work out, there are more people out there who will love you!!!
on May 13, 2019
on May 11, 2019
do you ever just get so tired and bored and then get so frustrated that you can’t do anything about it because there’s nothing to do and all the things you want to do you’ve already done
on May 10, 2019
I want to scream and just cry : )
what a time to be alive
what a time to be alive
it’s not okay because then my moms just going to keep pestering me and asking about what’s wrong
on May 09, 2019
on May 09, 2019
don’t you love it when you get scolded by a teacher just because you didn’t want to be touched
all i did was ask politely if she couldn’t touch my shoulder because yknow i don’t like to be touched, at all by people
all i did was ask politely if she couldn’t touch my shoulder because yknow i don’t like to be touched, at all by people
Ugh that’s annoying. I’m sorry. She has no right to tough you, especially if you ask her POLITELY not to.
on May 09, 2019
on May 08, 2019
me? having a god damn mental breakdown under the cut? way more likely than you’d think
tw because suicide mentions/death
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i feel bad talking about my own problems to my friends because then it seems im just shoving all my shit on them and i don’t want that because then they’ll get sad so I never say anything about what im going through but then i bottle stuff up and it gets worse and worse and it makes me want to die more and more and those sleeping pills seem real tempting
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i feel bad talking about my own problems to my friends because then it seems im just shoving all my shit on them and i don’t want that because then they’ll get sad so I never say anything about what im going through but then i bottle stuff up and it gets worse and worse and it makes me want to die more and more and those sleeping pills seem real tempting
Maybe instead say “I understand” or something
@DemonQueen
Be open to them. Remember what I’ve told you. Ok?
@DemonQueen
Be open to them. Remember what I’ve told you. Ok?
on May 07, 2019
@your.cool.grandma
well there are different meanings to things.
when i sy right, i dont mean " oh yea commit suicide, ima do it anyways"
i mean i feel your pain, i dont like telling my friends problems cus i like to carry their weight not the other way around.
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but i can understand if you misunderstood that, sorry.
well there are different meanings to things.
when i sy right, i dont mean " oh yea commit suicide, ima do it anyways"
i mean i feel your pain, i dont like telling my friends problems cus i like to carry their weight not the other way around.
of course i support him, but im telling him in that ONE word, that i feel you, i know your pain, See More but i havent committed suicide yet, im telling him to keep going..
but i can understand if you misunderstood that, sorry.
on May 07, 2019
it’s not like it’ll do much anyway. All it’ll do is just make her more worried, I’m too much of a coward to kill myself.
It wasn’t you that triggered it, you’re fine dude, don’t worry about it
It wasn’t you that triggered it, you’re fine dude, don’t worry about it
on May 07, 2019
i cant help you with this so im telling your mom. youve mentioned you techniacally have a plan for suicide, so i need to tell her. i care about you too much to lose you, dude.
and you shouldn't feel like you cant open up to anyone. if i trigger these things, i wont vent to you. im learning that im not responsible for fixing your problems.
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dude See More what the fuckk. dont coment that kind of shit on vents like this. this is serious. if you're not going to support him, please leave him alone
@DemonQueen
and you shouldn't feel like you cant open up to anyone. if i trigger these things, i wont vent to you. im learning that im not responsible for fixing your problems.
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dude See More what the fuckk. dont coment that kind of shit on vents like this. this is serious. if you're not going to support him, please leave him alone
@DemonQueen
on May 07, 2019
on May 06, 2019