
i don’t know why dying in my dreams doesn’t?? bother me as much as it should
on April 15, 2019

it’s real feeling depressed as fúck hours ✨
on April 11, 2019

ngl i wanna be one of those people who just explore abandoned places and search for spirits and stuff
on April 05, 2019

on April 01, 2019

ah yes, just when this week was going good something horrible has to happen
I love life ?
I love life ?
on April 01, 2019

hey hey
go give @your.cool.grandma and @Pair_0_Dice some love!!!! they deserve it for being such amazing people ?????
go give @your.cool.grandma and @Pair_0_Dice some love!!!! they deserve it for being such amazing people ?????
on March 29, 2019

ive been feeling positive for the past few days and it felt super good but now it’s all crashing down again and i hate this so much, nothing even happened
i was just happy, what did I do wrong
i was just happy, what did I do wrong

Having a burst of positivity after a period of not having one can probably be very overwhelming, I understand that. Take it easy, ok?
on March 25, 2019

Hh h thank y’all, it means a lot that you guys care. I think I’m just exhausted from being this positive? I enjoyed being really happy again though. I’ve been taking my meds and I think it might just be a burnout is all.
on March 24, 2019

Take your medicine and use your coping skills.
Even with getting help you’ll still experience negativity, but it’s up to you to help yourself with it. I know you can do it. Positivity and happiness is a choice, just like negativity and sadness. It’s just up to you to decide which one you want more, and what you’ll do to achieve it. Ily ok?
Even with getting help you’ll still experience negativity, but it’s up to you to help yourself with it. I know you can do it. Positivity and happiness is a choice, just like negativity and sadness. It’s just up to you to decide which one you want more, and what you’ll do to achieve it. Ily ok?
on March 24, 2019

Have you been taking your medicine properly? Or are you on your cycle or about to start? Those could affect your mood pretty hard.
If not my best advice is to try to fill the space with stuff that makes you happy? Trying to analyze what made your mood drop will just stress you out more.
You didn't do anything wrong, dude. Emotions and mental health just suck
If not my best advice is to try to fill the space with stuff that makes you happy? Trying to analyze what made your mood drop will just stress you out more.
You didn't do anything wrong, dude. Emotions and mental health just suck
on March 24, 2019
on March 24, 2019

i wanna get a bunch of loose pants and big shirts and just not be as feminine
it makes me a little disappointed I’ll probably never pass for a guy but I know it shouldn’t stop me, it’s just difficult
it makes me a little disappointed I’ll probably never pass for a guy but I know it shouldn’t stop me, it’s just difficult

i know she’ll still love me but I just?? don’t know if she’ll be like supportive or anything
on March 21, 2019

hhh thank you dude, im just afraid of how doing all that stuff will go and if my mom will accept me and stuff, it’s nerve racking ig
on March 18, 2019

I believe in you!!! Once you’re out of your moms house, you can buy a binder, heck, shave your head, get on t! You can do it, I believe in you < 3
on March 17, 2019
on March 17, 2019

I saw someone else post this but im absolutely gonna say this too.
if you support/like pewdiepie get away from me and unfollow me right now, thanks.
if you support/like pewdiepie get away from me and unfollow me right now, thanks.
on March 16, 2019

me? panicking internally because most of my friends are in a rough place right now and are struggling? it’s more likely than you think
i just want to give all of them big hugs and just take their pain and struggles away
i just want to give all of them big hugs and just take their pain and struggles away
on March 13, 2019

hh H me? actually going back to school? it’s more likely than you think

on March 12, 2019

but I don’t want to be left back either, that’s the thing. Sure my grades might be better when I get back, but I’ve missed a lot of information I need to know
on March 11, 2019

on March 11, 2019
on March 10, 2019

I don’t want to go back to outpatient when we get back to texas
on March 08, 2019

im kinda struggling to realize if all these mood swings are from me being off my anti-depressants or??? bc im hella confused why they took me off of them in the first place since they wanted to test how it affected me, or if my mom just hasn’t gotten a refill of it

I’ve tried?? she said she doesn’t know and she says she’s going to get my anti-depressants refilled but she hasn’t yet
on March 09, 2019
on March 08, 2019

im tired and i just want to sleep forever.
on March 07, 2019

i really don’t know why im convinced people care about me.
literally all of them are just going to leave and then i can finally die alone.
literally all of them are just going to leave and then i can finally die alone.
on March 05, 2019
you stay positive too!!! I hope you’ve had a good morning so far ???