on September 17, 2022
on September 16, 2022
I hate tiktok
I made a stitch with a video and they took away the sound because the video mentioned male genitalia. Didn't show it, didn't make it sexual, just mentioned it
But the original video was completely educational and didn't get taken down, nor did I put a bad twist on the video
? the sad thing was I actually made a funny video for once and now I can't even show it.
I made a stitch with a video and they took away the sound because the video mentioned male genitalia. Didn't show it, didn't make it sexual, just mentioned it
But the original video was completely educational and didn't get taken down, nor did I put a bad twist on the video
? the sad thing was I actually made a funny video for once and now I can't even show it.
on September 16, 2022
Is it bad that listening to Jordan persegati as he makes horrific gruesome childhood ruining art soothes me?
I mean-
https://youtu.be/2tVpNcI6-Ps
I mean-
https://youtu.be/2tVpNcI6-Ps
on September 16, 2022
If you don't say this next thing out loud, very loudly, your a pussy uwu
Mike hunt
Mike hunt
on September 16, 2022
*spots a new member of the gay club, and he's shy*
Me: I'm stealing you now-
Me: I'm stealing you now-
on September 14, 2022
TW: sh and plain depressing
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I sh today.
Not badly, and my guidance counselor I usually talk to is in a meeting.
Now I have to wait 15 minutes to talk to a guidance counselor I never spoke to before. Well, I spoke to her about the queer club stuff, but not this.
So now I need to tell her I sh when she knows nothing about my history and only knows me as a happy smart person
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I sh today.
Not badly, and my guidance counselor I usually talk to is in a meeting.
Now I have to wait 15 minutes to talk to a guidance counselor I never spoke to before. Well, I spoke to her about the queer club stuff, but not this.
So now I need to tell her I sh when she knows nothing about my history and only knows me as a happy smart person
Thank you, but yeah I never asked to relapse and I've been struggling for awhile.
Also lol my parents are already aware, and they have imporved a lot in the last 5 months.
I still live with the baggage they gave me but it's getting easier to live with them being nicer @Demon.Gay.Angel
As for my friends I have about 2 I can talk to out of around 13
Also lol my parents are already aware, and they have imporved a lot in the last 5 months.
I still live with the baggage they gave me but it's getting easier to live with them being nicer @Demon.Gay.Angel
As for my friends I have about 2 I can talk to out of around 13
on September 14, 2022
I’m really sorry Blue. Are you mad at me? I’m sorry.
I was dealing with sh in May-June and I know how it feels.
I didn’t know it was an addiction, I personally did it to make myself feel better, but everyone has there own reasons. Below is something I made. For you Blue.
Help
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Family
You said stuff about emotional abuse and I’m really sorry about that. I personally have never been abused by someone(does bullying count) I didn’t know about that and I feel horrible. If your parents are kind and understanding, tell them how you feel! If they don’t find an adult you trust (like an aunt or your grandpa or smth)
Friends
Personally, when I’m sad I always rely on my friends to help me and they do! You have so many friends on qfeast and IRL. That thing with that kid you posted. That kid is an asshole. I don’t know you IRL but your awesome! I don’t know why they would act like that.
My point is that I’m sorry Blue. But things can get better! Your an amazing person and friend.
-Grace
I was dealing with sh in May-June and I know how it feels.
I didn’t know it was an addiction, I personally did it to make myself feel better, but everyone has there own reasons. Below is something I made. For you Blue.
Help
By: Angel See More
Family
You said stuff about emotional abuse and I’m really sorry about that. I personally have never been abused by someone(does bullying count) I didn’t know about that and I feel horrible. If your parents are kind and understanding, tell them how you feel! If they don’t find an adult you trust (like an aunt or your grandpa or smth)
Friends
Personally, when I’m sad I always rely on my friends to help me and they do! You have so many friends on qfeast and IRL. That thing with that kid you posted. That kid is an asshole. I don’t know you IRL but your awesome! I don’t know why they would act like that.
My point is that I’m sorry Blue. But things can get better! Your an amazing person and friend.
-Grace
on September 14, 2022
I try my best every day to refrain
But as a pattern once a month it happens regardless if I want it or not.
I get the urge about every day.
So no, I won't just "not do it"
I'll work through my issues at my own pace until my mental health is fixed enough I won't have the urges to do it @Demon.Gay.Angel
But as a pattern once a month it happens regardless if I want it or not.
I get the urge about every day.
So no, I won't just "not do it"
I'll work through my issues at my own pace until my mental health is fixed enough I won't have the urges to do it @Demon.Gay.Angel
on September 14, 2022
? if it was that easy
You think I want to?
You think I choose to?
It's an URGE.
I can't just not do it. See More
It's a subconscience thing in regards to years back when I was sh. I relapsed at the end of the last school year.
I grew up with severe emotional abuse. I have a lot of issues.
Do you seriously think it's a choice for me?
For some people it is a choice.
But for a lot it's a urge.
It's a ADDICTION.
Please don't ever say that to someone going through sh repeatedly cause that can be super triggering and irritating.
@Demon.Gay.Angel
You think I want to?
You think I choose to?
It's an URGE.
I can't just not do it. See More
It's a subconscience thing in regards to years back when I was sh. I relapsed at the end of the last school year.
I grew up with severe emotional abuse. I have a lot of issues.
Do you seriously think it's a choice for me?
For some people it is a choice.
But for a lot it's a urge.
It's a ADDICTION.
Please don't ever say that to someone going through sh repeatedly cause that can be super triggering and irritating.
@Demon.Gay.Angel
on September 14, 2022
on September 12, 2022
*comes back in class after getting a sweater*
*notices someone is sitting next to me and is kind of happy*
*the person immediately moves as soon as they realize I was going to sit next to them*
*wants to kms*
*notices someone is sitting next to me and is kind of happy*
*the person immediately moves as soon as they realize I was going to sit next to them*
*wants to kms*
on September 12, 2022
on September 12, 2022
UwU qfeast got updated instead of deleted
on September 12, 2022
*my friends joking about how I'm the bad guy and Noone likes me, being clear it's a joke*
Me: *about to cry but cracks a joke anyways*
Me: *about to cry but cracks a joke anyways*
Yeah,apparently they all got friendship bracelets together too who knows when @MagicMouse16
I'm the odd one out.
Again.
I don't think they see me as part of the group even tho we've all been friends for awhile now
I'm the odd one out.
Again.
I don't think they see me as part of the group even tho we've all been friends for awhile now
on September 09, 2022
Annnd I managed to get out and go to a bathroom to cry. Some random person in the hall asked me if I was okay, I said no and just walked away
on September 08, 2022
on September 08, 2022
Me: man I don't really like anyone right now
My exs and old crushes: ?♂️?♀️?
My exs and old crushes: ?♂️?♀️?
on September 08, 2022
on September 07, 2022
on September 06, 2022
Joinn
Lok has invited you to join a Blend on Spotify. Join on the Spotify mobile app. https://open.spotify.com/blend/taste-match/e1ad5ec57d49b32f?si=5EFk06AtR3WgdX6vYzQSSw&fallback=getapp
Lok has invited you to join a Blend on Spotify. Join on the Spotify mobile app. https://open.spotify.com/blend/taste-match/e1ad5ec57d49b32f?si=5EFk06AtR3WgdX6vYzQSSw&fallback=getapp
on September 06, 2022
BlueTheQuizWhiz97 uploaded a photo
My mom is absolutely badass. She's been a nurse for 15 years, dealing with covid, crazy patients etc
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on September 04, 2022
on September 04, 2022
BlueTheQuizWhiz97 uploaded a photo
Okay so there's a murderer in my area. The details say to stay in a secure position and-
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on September 04, 2022
Okay at this point I don't need a diagnosis ?
I 100000% have adhd
Tiktok, self tests, talking with other ppl with adhd and therapists, the fact my brother has it naturally and I went through a household structure which is most likely to give it (Aka abusive household in which the trauma shapes your brain if it happens at a young enough age)
Simply just reflecting and doing a buttload of research for years and suspecting it for years.
But chances are the diagnosis from my doctor See More may or may not be right. It's very hard diagnosing adhd or add in afab people.
We'll just have to see I guess.
Also I have a lot of symptoms
I 100000% have adhd
Tiktok, self tests, talking with other ppl with adhd and therapists, the fact my brother has it naturally and I went through a household structure which is most likely to give it (Aka abusive household in which the trauma shapes your brain if it happens at a young enough age)
Simply just reflecting and doing a buttload of research for years and suspecting it for years.
But chances are the diagnosis from my doctor See More may or may not be right. It's very hard diagnosing adhd or add in afab people.
We'll just have to see I guess.
Also I have a lot of symptoms
god felt but with autism. or both. idk. autism is normally confused for adhd in afabs but i have like all symptoms of both and all my siblings are on the spectrum so its like. WAUGH
on September 05, 2022
on September 04, 2022
Apparently my preferred name, Lok, is a Chinese name meaning joy :D
on September 04, 2022
Phew