I had a nice shower and now I feel better
KangarooRatNarwhalBlobfishHybrid
yay ❤️❤️❤️
on April 05, 2019
on April 05, 2019
My aunt told me to stay off my meds and I feel like I’m in a crackhead’s dream
on April 05, 2019
i need a girlfriend someone be my girlfriend NOW please oh god im so lonely.
Which bing bong theory are you?
Shirlin
Attractive and funny, often is the life of the party. Hates women, but his girlfriend doesn't mind
on April 05, 2019
what trolls r yall talkin about???
on April 05, 2019
I want tell the person I like them but eh coward
on April 05, 2019
on April 05, 2019
on April 05, 2019
ANTMAN!!!! U BAC
on April 05, 2019
not only have i hit the nae nae, i hath DESTROYED it. speak up buster
on April 05, 2019
on April 05, 2019
only reason i wanna keep living is to see duck duck and HUG her. like. long hug. 5 minute hug w/ happy tears n shit even tho ive never cried happy tears. this girl is my life n i love her so much.
on April 05, 2019
catchin feelins for a person on the q, yowch
on April 05, 2019
on April 04, 2019
Thanks Ni, Rhi, and Linds. I feel .01% better than before but at least I’m 99.99% away from happiness instead of 100%. Talked to my aunt and I can skip school on Friday. Yay.
on April 04, 2019
I feel like I’ll, like, never be happy. It’s gotten to point where I forget to keep trying. I never have motivation. Most of the day during weekends, I lie in bed, and maybe, hopefully, I’ll die in bed.
I only feel happy when I’m sleeping 17 hours straight, but I can’t even enjoy that because I’m having dreams of eating my mother’s goddamn ashes. Now I’m being pulled out of Texas, the only home I knew, to go to Arkansas where I’ll be stuck near my family, one of the only time See More I feel trapped. My medication isn’t working and I’ve gotten so TIRED! of trying and trying and trying to do what I feel is necessary to be happy. I tell myself, “It’s okay. Don’t stress over things you can’t control.” I can’t escape. I’ve got no support at home, and I have to go to school to get help from my counselor, but then, I can’t even do that a lot like I want to because I can’t miss class and tests. Can’t go to my friends, irl or online, because the burden is TOO big to carry. I’m going to take my whole bottle of pills (which isn’t even a lot, sadly) and hope I can just die in my sleep (which I probably won’t). Fuckk my life. I forgot what actually happier feels like, not temporary shits and giggles. Maybe if I don’t die, I can buy some Xanax off of my friend or whatever. I’ve, like, hit rock bottom. I got asked when do I think I’ll die and I reply, “I’m going through my mid-life crisis right now, and I can’t even see myself alive past 30.” Every time I laugh or smile, it’s like I can never enjoy it because something comes with a vegenance to punish me for experiencing happiness in the moment. Whatever. Only a handful of people actually care about me enough to cry when I’m dead. Not like I’m Kurt Cobain or Chris Cornell. Just dump my body in a river or whatever. I’m tired and no amount of sleep can fix it.
I only feel happy when I’m sleeping 17 hours straight, but I can’t even enjoy that because I’m having dreams of eating my mother’s goddamn ashes. Now I’m being pulled out of Texas, the only home I knew, to go to Arkansas where I’ll be stuck near my family, one of the only time See More I feel trapped. My medication isn’t working and I’ve gotten so TIRED! of trying and trying and trying to do what I feel is necessary to be happy. I tell myself, “It’s okay. Don’t stress over things you can’t control.” I can’t escape. I’ve got no support at home, and I have to go to school to get help from my counselor, but then, I can’t even do that a lot like I want to because I can’t miss class and tests. Can’t go to my friends, irl or online, because the burden is TOO big to carry. I’m going to take my whole bottle of pills (which isn’t even a lot, sadly) and hope I can just die in my sleep (which I probably won’t). Fuckk my life. I forgot what actually happier feels like, not temporary shits and giggles. Maybe if I don’t die, I can buy some Xanax off of my friend or whatever. I’ve, like, hit rock bottom. I got asked when do I think I’ll die and I reply, “I’m going through my mid-life crisis right now, and I can’t even see myself alive past 30.” Every time I laugh or smile, it’s like I can never enjoy it because something comes with a vegenance to punish me for experiencing happiness in the moment. Whatever. Only a handful of people actually care about me enough to cry when I’m dead. Not like I’m Kurt Cobain or Chris Cornell. Just dump my body in a river or whatever. I’m tired and no amount of sleep can fix it.
@temperance Ily too! And I'll always try to be here for you even when you ain't for yourself.
on April 04, 2019
@Banksy.Rat I’m just tired. Thank you, Linds.
@MarichatPuns I love you lots, man. Thanks a ton for being there for me.
@MarichatPuns I love you lots, man. Thanks a ton for being there for me.
on April 04, 2019
@temperance Awww, thanks! But you literally deserve everything. You're a great person and I hope you realize how valuable a person like you is.
on April 04, 2019
True happiness doesn't exist. Happiness exists in small, fleeting moments. I'm so sorry you have to go to Arkansas. I don't know what I can say about your physical situation. All I can say is that the more love you put into the world, the more you'll get back.
You're also not a burden. You can ALWAYS come to me. ALWAYS. I will NEVER turn you away, Jay. You matter See More too much to me.
You're also not a burden. You can ALWAYS come to me. ALWAYS. I will NEVER turn you away, Jay. You matter See More too much to me.
on April 04, 2019
on April 04, 2019
free toothpaste
free toothpaste guys
one dead child’s tooth in every free toothpaste tube
free toothpaste guys
one dead child’s tooth in every free toothpaste tube
on April 04, 2019
on April 04, 2019
Oooooo okay i see
just surprised Nia didn’t block him sooner, dude’s got enough negativity to offset a thousand optimists
kudos to Nia for lasting that long, he’s stronger than i thought bc i would’ve done it asap lol
anyways, i wanted to add my commentary even tho it wasn’t necessary lol
im done rootin around heehee
just surprised Nia didn’t block him sooner, dude’s got enough negativity to offset a thousand optimists
kudos to Nia for lasting that long, he’s stronger than i thought bc i would’ve done it asap lol
anyways, i wanted to add my commentary even tho it wasn’t necessary lol
im done rootin around heehee
on April 04, 2019
everyone been knew derp is super negative and, like, really annoying about it, but the hap is fuckening
on April 04, 2019
@GhillyFeels henlo im here i am sorry as well i just got upsetti bc ya kno. i hope we aint on bad terms
on April 04, 2019
I gotcha, man. If you’re ever in a toxic relationship, romantic or platonic, kick ‘em out of your life.
And yeah, I’m good! Sorry for gettin’ snappy.
And yeah, I’m good! Sorry for gettin’ snappy.
on April 04, 2019
derp is stoopid
ik nia and i have had some problems before but godDAMN, good job to him for dealing w/ his bs for so long, hes got my respect for that lmao
props to u @GhillyFeels
ik nia and i have had some problems before but godDAMN, good job to him for dealing w/ his bs for so long, hes got my respect for that lmao
props to u @GhillyFeels
on April 04, 2019
on April 04, 2019
someone hold me
on April 04, 2019
oops, i had a bad day
on April 04, 2019