it REALLY pisses me off when people say being gay or trans is choice. it's literally not. why would someone willingly want to face prosecution or death to love someone? if i could have a boyfriend, as gross as it sounds, i would do it. not for me, but so i won't have to be seen as a pervert or a "habitual sinner". how idiotic is that? my life would be so much more easier if i wasn't gay.
but since i am and there's nothing i can or will do about it, i learn to accept myself a little See More more everyday. i'd really like it if people stopped saying that it's a "choice". hearing "i'd rather have a dead child than a gay child" from my parent hurt like hell, but i didn't turn straight because of that lol. i know i'd a disappointment in my family's eyes if i came out, but i don't put myself through the pain on purpose. i'm not a masochist wtf i just wanna be accepted
but since i am and there's nothing i can or will do about it, i learn to accept myself a little See More more everyday. i'd really like it if people stopped saying that it's a "choice". hearing "i'd rather have a dead child than a gay child" from my parent hurt like hell, but i didn't turn straight because of that lol. i know i'd a disappointment in my family's eyes if i came out, but i don't put myself through the pain on purpose. i'm not a masochist wtf i just wanna be accepted
Matrix
@ranmaru nice to meet you as well and youre welcome. I understand how it feels . just know that you are amazing no matter what your sexuality ?
on June 13, 2020
AnimePup
nice to meet u marshal!! ty for the support dude!
on June 13, 2020
Matrix
@ranmaru oh my name is marshal and uh thanks hehe
on June 13, 2020
AnimePup
i’m not sure who you are but i love you and rest assured, i will die for you
on June 13, 2020
Matrix
If it makes you feel any better I accept you.
on June 13, 2020
on June 13, 2020
once my friend told me that i was a triple threat because i’m a gay, black woman in america and i think about that a lot
if this was the 1960-80s my life would be in constant danger, and not just by america, but by my community too. black ppl can be the most homophobic ppl EVER and it’s so gross
annie waze, i just think abt it a lot
if this was the 1960-80s my life would be in constant danger, and not just by america, but by my community too. black ppl can be the most homophobic ppl EVER and it’s so gross
annie waze, i just think abt it a lot
on June 12, 2020
ok finally buying color hair wax. i fr think i will do a dark purple or a dark red. as long as it’s dark idc
on June 12, 2020
aunt jo, i love and respect ur wishes and i never rebel again and i hate doin it but. I GOTTA EAT IM SORRY
on June 12, 2020
damn i shouldn’t have ate all those damn gummy snacks in my backpack last week ? i could’ve had some rn when i’m actually hungry wtf
on June 12, 2020
all the calebs i know are trash. that name should go extinct so we don’t have anymore shit littering the streets
on June 12, 2020
tw //
since we on this subject, i will now talk about my problem with yaoi ;;
yaoi is so disgusting. it perpetuates the idea that gay relationships are full of horny sex and a uke and seme ? (typing that gave me rabies) and it’s not okay!!! most of the yaoi anime i watched when i was looking for good rep in anime always had a r*pe scene that was normalized and treated as if it’s just something that casually happens in a gay relationship. that’s NOT and it never should be. not See More only are the relationships represented in yaoi toxic as hell and fetishized, but they are so 2D and flat. it’s always about a top who’s controlling a bottom, and it makes me so uncomfortable. yaoi is not the ideal lgbt genre, i swear. there is good rep in a bunch of other anime. doukyuusei is the best lgbt anime that centers a HEALTHY relationship that i know.
also yaoi hands are a problem in and of itself
the end
since we on this subject, i will now talk about my problem with yaoi ;;
yaoi is so disgusting. it perpetuates the idea that gay relationships are full of horny sex and a uke and seme ? (typing that gave me rabies) and it’s not okay!!! most of the yaoi anime i watched when i was looking for good rep in anime always had a r*pe scene that was normalized and treated as if it’s just something that casually happens in a gay relationship. that’s NOT and it never should be. not See More only are the relationships represented in yaoi toxic as hell and fetishized, but they are so 2D and flat. it’s always about a top who’s controlling a bottom, and it makes me so uncomfortable. yaoi is not the ideal lgbt genre, i swear. there is good rep in a bunch of other anime. doukyuusei is the best lgbt anime that centers a HEALTHY relationship that i know.
also yaoi hands are a problem in and of itself
the end
on June 12, 2020
since ppl r talkin abt fujoshits (thanks brea), ill say this
pls stop fetishizing my gay bros. they aren’t objects n those nasty yaoi anime y’all be watchin are gross as hell. get help or die
pls stop fetishizing my gay bros. they aren’t objects n those nasty yaoi anime y’all be watchin are gross as hell. get help or die
on June 12, 2020
will jay have straight hair? will she have braids in? will she have it in a bun? you’ll never know. maybe next time you see her she’ll be bald
on June 12, 2020
on June 12, 2020
anyways i wanna play spin the bottle with someone
on June 12, 2020
tw;
idk WHY but i feel so unaccomplished
i want to cry. i finished my online class and i feel like an idiot still
i’m just sitting on the floor so fuᴄkin tempted to scratch up my arms and legs again bc im not workin or doin somethin productive. i hate it so much i’m literally about to lose it. i could be doin somethin. i’m not motivated to draw, bake, or even play video games. i wasn’t even enjoying TV. i’m so unsatisfied rn bc i was havin a good time workin on school stuff :// See More
i’m fr gonna be a corporate drone workin 9-5 with no other goal in life other than working overtime and then i’m gonna get so depressed and kill myself or fail to take care of myself and starve to death. i hate it in my mind LMAO i’m a lil whiny bitch sorry
idk WHY but i feel so unaccomplished
i want to cry. i finished my online class and i feel like an idiot still
i’m just sitting on the floor so fuᴄkin tempted to scratch up my arms and legs again bc im not workin or doin somethin productive. i hate it so much i’m literally about to lose it. i could be doin somethin. i’m not motivated to draw, bake, or even play video games. i wasn’t even enjoying TV. i’m so unsatisfied rn bc i was havin a good time workin on school stuff :// See More
i’m fr gonna be a corporate drone workin 9-5 with no other goal in life other than working overtime and then i’m gonna get so depressed and kill myself or fail to take care of myself and starve to death. i hate it in my mind LMAO i’m a lil whiny bitch sorry
thanks teddy, i appreciate it. i think i’m gonna sleep and get over this pity party lmao
thanks again, dude
thanks again, dude
on June 12, 2020
on June 12, 2020
they say they hate each other but they b likin da same thing......lol what’s good
on June 12, 2020
hugs only for my trans & mlm folk. kisses r reserved for the wlw sorry
on June 12, 2020