
im actually nervous
actual tryouts tomorrow and the progress ive made has been....not so good. I'd say 10%
my footing was off and i hit my head with the flag several times and ughhhh
i didn't feel embarrassed, surprisingly so yay
i will practice my ass off tho!!!
actual tryouts tomorrow and the progress ive made has been....not so good. I'd say 10%
my footing was off and i hit my head with the flag several times and ughhhh
i didn't feel embarrassed, surprisingly so yay
i will practice my ass off tho!!!
on November 08, 2018

NVM, IM ON MY WAY BDBDJSNS S
on November 08, 2018

ugh, i won't be able to make it to the tryouts ://
i feel like a failure, yayayaya
i feel like a failure, yayayaya
on November 07, 2018

can some of y'all read
'cause im not even sure anymore
ive made rants abt this religiously and im tired of it!!
if im going thru smth, pls dont comment "same" or "mood" or "oof" on my post!!! it's seriously irritating and extremely rude!! i understand you're going thru smth too, and im sorry for you, but i don't need to know about it on my damn post!!! go talk abt it on ur wall jfc
'cause im not even sure anymore
ive made rants abt this religiously and im tired of it!!
if im going thru smth, pls dont comment "same" or "mood" or "oof" on my post!!! it's seriously irritating and extremely rude!! i understand you're going thru smth too, and im sorry for you, but i don't need to know about it on my damn post!!! go talk abt it on ur wall jfc
on November 07, 2018

profiles that confused the hell out of me;
Milo, Vanny, and my own
i nearly posted a long ass rant on Milo's wall the other day bc i thought bc his pfp was black and white, then it was my wall lmao
Milo, Vanny, and my own
i nearly posted a long ass rant on Milo's wall the other day bc i thought bc his pfp was black and white, then it was my wall lmao
on November 08, 2018
on November 07, 2018

on November 07, 2018

i hate the people i sit with except for abt one or two
it makes it worse when one of my friends goes to A lunch bc she's the only tolerable one
i need to find a new set of friends i s2g
it makes it worse when one of my friends goes to A lunch bc she's the only tolerable one
i need to find a new set of friends i s2g
on November 07, 2018

"go commit cease vital functions necessary for the prolonging of one's physical being"
on November 07, 2018

plan for the day:
- finish classes
- try not to cry
- go home
- cry
- get ready to go back to school
- go back to school See More
- try out for winterguard and try not to screw up
- go home
- clean the litter box
- shower
- cry
- sleep
- finish classes
- try not to cry
- go home
- cry
- get ready to go back to school
- go back to school See More
- try out for winterguard and try not to screw up
- go home
- clean the litter box
- shower
- cry
- sleep
on November 07, 2018

the tryouts are today, wish me luck!!
on November 07, 2018

on November 07, 2018

all those third party votes gone to waste :/

i just don't see a point in it bc they're obviously not gonna win
now if they had a bigger chance than they did, I'd understand
and it's not like i hate the candidates or the ppl voting for them, that's their own vote and their own opinion and i can't control it
but i can have an opinion abt it
like i said, i don't have an issue w/ third party voters, i just See More feel like they vote for the candidates only bc they don't like the two main runners
not that that's an issue, but it's obvious that only one of the three are gonna win, and it ain't gonna be the third party ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
now if they had a bigger chance than they did, I'd understand
and it's not like i hate the candidates or the ppl voting for them, that's their own vote and their own opinion and i can't control it
but i can have an opinion abt it
like i said, i don't have an issue w/ third party voters, i just See More feel like they vote for the candidates only bc they don't like the two main runners
not that that's an issue, but it's obvious that only one of the three are gonna win, and it ain't gonna be the third party ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
on November 07, 2018

but it's obvious that the third party isn't going to win
im not saying they shouldn't or they can't, their vote is still very much valid
but why put faith in your vote if you know that the third party hardly ever wins?? our third party candidate for this year got around less than 1%, and it's been like this for a while
im not saying they shouldn't or they can't, their vote is still very much valid
but why put faith in your vote if you know that the third party hardly ever wins?? our third party candidate for this year got around less than 1%, and it's been like this for a while
on November 07, 2018

i know
that's what im saying!! vote for a side that's most likely going to win! third party candidates are basically dumpsters for people to throw their votes in!!
that's what im saying!! vote for a side that's most likely going to win! third party candidates are basically dumpsters for people to throw their votes in!!
on November 07, 2018
on November 07, 2018

the zodiac killer is my senator now
ugh this sucks ass
ugh this sucks ass

1) you won't get it if you don't get American politics, nerd
2) they never caught the zodiac killer
2) they never caught the zodiac killer
on November 07, 2018
on November 07, 2018

Middle name?: too long lol, i have two
Zodiac sign?: the best, the capricorn
Sexuality: lesbian babey
Favorite quote: "he bonch"
Am I sarcastic?: I can be occasionally
Shoe size?: 7-8, depends on what my foot wants that particular day
Eye color?: brown bonch See More
Last time you cried?: yesterday actually haha
Biggest fear?: big bodies of water and guns
Last song you listened to?: Around the World by Red Hot Chili Peppers and Around the World by Daft Punk :^)
Last person you talked to?: Nik
Best guy friend?: David!!! or ashton??? but David!!!!
Best girl friend?: duckie and joy, duh
Fav sports team: idfc
Fav color: oragne n porpl
Best friend?: duckie duckie duck duck duckie
Any scars?: unfortunately yes
Someone you hate?: mmm. some boy named Daniel who I wish would just disappear from my life
Ever done drugs?: hell yeah. i take TWO flinstone gummy vitamins instead of one b)
Height: short, stfu
Are you currently happy?: yeah?? kinda? I've done a lot of cleansing of the soul today so ya
Do you drink?: i have consumed alcohol. once. yucky.
Last thing you bought: JoJo shit, piss off and mind ur own damn business
Last thing you ate?: pizza n carrots
Day or night: late afternoon. the weather cools down and i ride my bike
Fav lyric: "Nothing to do with what you think, if you ever think at all,"
Do you give second chances?: you screw up more than twice, you are officially out of my life. the first time, im already prepared to cut you off. (i literally think duckie has been the only exception for this)
Pet peeve: smacking gum, chewing food loudly, ppl saying i act white, being touched gently or softly without warning
Random fact: i cant maintain steady relationships so i push people away and keep a distance from them because im afraid of being hurt
Last book I read: The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde, aka my daddy
Jealous type?: i used to be but now i couldn't care less
Birthday?: December 30 BABEYY
Obsession(s)?: jojo, Prince, jojo, finding a compatible partner, music, jojo
Fav song: Keep Yourself Alive by Queen or No One Knows by Queens of the Stone Age
Worst mistake: opening up
Someone I trust?: literally no one but my therapist and duck
Do you believe in love?: half and half. i want someone to genuinely love me but im shutting myself off rn bc i cant handle getting hurt
Are you okay?: mmmmm. yeah. im doin alright rn
~stolen~
Zodiac sign?: the best, the capricorn
Sexuality: lesbian babey
Favorite quote: "he bonch"
Am I sarcastic?: I can be occasionally
Shoe size?: 7-8, depends on what my foot wants that particular day
Eye color?: brown bonch See More
Last time you cried?: yesterday actually haha
Biggest fear?: big bodies of water and guns
Last song you listened to?: Around the World by Red Hot Chili Peppers and Around the World by Daft Punk :^)
Last person you talked to?: Nik
Best guy friend?: David!!! or ashton??? but David!!!!
Best girl friend?: duckie and joy, duh
Fav sports team: idfc
Fav color: oragne n porpl
Best friend?: duckie duckie duck duck duckie
Any scars?: unfortunately yes
Someone you hate?: mmm. some boy named Daniel who I wish would just disappear from my life
Ever done drugs?: hell yeah. i take TWO flinstone gummy vitamins instead of one b)
Height: short, stfu
Are you currently happy?: yeah?? kinda? I've done a lot of cleansing of the soul today so ya
Do you drink?: i have consumed alcohol. once. yucky.
Last thing you bought: JoJo shit, piss off and mind ur own damn business
Last thing you ate?: pizza n carrots
Day or night: late afternoon. the weather cools down and i ride my bike
Fav lyric: "Nothing to do with what you think, if you ever think at all,"
Do you give second chances?: you screw up more than twice, you are officially out of my life. the first time, im already prepared to cut you off. (i literally think duckie has been the only exception for this)
Pet peeve: smacking gum, chewing food loudly, ppl saying i act white, being touched gently or softly without warning
Random fact: i cant maintain steady relationships so i push people away and keep a distance from them because im afraid of being hurt
Last book I read: The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde, aka my daddy
Jealous type?: i used to be but now i couldn't care less
Birthday?: December 30 BABEYY
Obsession(s)?: jojo, Prince, jojo, finding a compatible partner, music, jojo
Fav song: Keep Yourself Alive by Queen or No One Knows by Queens of the Stone Age
Worst mistake: opening up
Someone I trust?: literally no one but my therapist and duck
Do you believe in love?: half and half. i want someone to genuinely love me but im shutting myself off rn bc i cant handle getting hurt
Are you okay?: mmmmm. yeah. im doin alright rn
~stolen~
on November 07, 2018
on November 07, 2018

ps; i wanna join winterguard but im scared as shit, pls help
on November 07, 2018

alright nerds, bedtime
take y'all asses to bed rn and y'all BETTER have a good night's rest. gn ?
take y'all asses to bed rn and y'all BETTER have a good night's rest. gn ?
on November 07, 2018

pls don't call me by my real name unless u have special permission, like Duckie
and literally only Duckie
so if ur not Duckie, don't call me by my real name or I'll block u and/or ignore u
and literally only Duckie
so if ur not Duckie, don't call me by my real name or I'll block u and/or ignore u
on November 07, 2018
Ive been there too many times
where art thou