This girl is interested in me, or she’s just being a goof. She keeps asking if she should ‘shoot her shot’ and calling me cute and shit??? So I guess It’s time to play a game of ‘am I catching feelings’ or ‘do I just want a relationship’?
on January 08, 2020
star ted by Brea but
replace the heart emoji with the rat one guys
make it happen ???
replace the heart emoji with the rat one guys
make it happen ???
on January 07, 2020
on January 06, 2020
My mom wants to get rid of our cat bc he pisses everywhere?? He’s old. He’s dying soon, anyways. Let him be. I don’t want to lose another pet yet.
I can empathise... It's horrible losing a pet expression ally when you've had them do long
on January 05, 2020
on January 05, 2020
Trump has officially fuckked us over. Remember New Year’s Eve when he said that he wanted peace with Iran? He was clearly lying, since not even a week after he kills someone super important in Iran. This man is going to be the death of us. From the articles I’ve read, Iran didn’t threaten America at all, and yet Trump still attacked. No wonder people hate America so much. Our leader is a hypocrite who acts on impulse.
on January 03, 2020
Significant things that happened to me in 2019:
Lost a really good friend
Broke up with my first boyfriend
Got my first lead role in a musical
Improved on my art
Started animation again
Met some amazing people online See More
Re-joined the musical theatre fandom
Got baptized
Got my first girlfriend
Fought with my parents a bunch bc of it
Broke up with my first girlfriend
Lost a lot of friends
Debated if my life was even worth living
Fought through all my hardships and made it
This has been a really hard year, but I got through it. I’m going to have more bad years, but it’s going to get better and I’m going to be able to work through it.
Lost a really good friend
Broke up with my first boyfriend
Got my first lead role in a musical
Improved on my art
Started animation again
Met some amazing people online See More
Re-joined the musical theatre fandom
Got baptized
Got my first girlfriend
Fought with my parents a bunch bc of it
Broke up with my first girlfriend
Lost a lot of friends
Debated if my life was even worth living
Fought through all my hardships and made it
This has been a really hard year, but I got through it. I’m going to have more bad years, but it’s going to get better and I’m going to be able to work through it.
on January 02, 2020
Petition to get Tangled a broadway musical and let me play Rapunzel guys
on January 01, 2020
Kinda tmi
Starting the new year off with anxiety and my baby shooter aggressively spewing blood
Starting the new year off with anxiety and my baby shooter aggressively spewing blood
on January 01, 2020
longass rant about my lonely ass lol
I know that I have friends, but no one really talks to me and i can’t carry out a conversation to save my life. I’m always the one who has to start conversations. Hell, one of my friends talks about making plans, but can’t get out of bed to save his life.(I get it, he has depression, but that’s not an excuse to lay around and sleep, or get me excited then cancel.) I have another friend who’s at least willing to come out of their comfort zone See More and SEE ME or attend things to see me, but I feel like we don’t have much to talk about? And then there’s people at school. Do I give my number out to people who I talk to? All the time. They say they’ll text. Do they? Never. I’m not even friends with them. They’re just people who bare with me and I can stand. They’re just people I can see every day. Do any of them genuinely care? Probably not. Will I talk to them outside of school? Nope.
And then there’s a select few online. Two people in particular who I talk to on Pinterest who really, truely feel like friends. People I care about and I can be vulnerable towards. The only problem is, how long until my mom finds out? How long until I get the only form of social media I have taken away because of people I talk to? How long until my parents lie again about controlling my relationships and take some of the ONLY PEOPLE who I genuinely believe are my friends?
Lastly, there’s people in Kansas who I absolutely love hanging out with. Problem? They live four hours away.
I’m so ffucking sick and tired of being so lonely. I just want a group of people at my school or at a local theatre that I can feel comfortable around. I just want to feel like i have friends again.
I know that I have friends, but no one really talks to me and i can’t carry out a conversation to save my life. I’m always the one who has to start conversations. Hell, one of my friends talks about making plans, but can’t get out of bed to save his life.(I get it, he has depression, but that’s not an excuse to lay around and sleep, or get me excited then cancel.) I have another friend who’s at least willing to come out of their comfort zone See More and SEE ME or attend things to see me, but I feel like we don’t have much to talk about? And then there’s people at school. Do I give my number out to people who I talk to? All the time. They say they’ll text. Do they? Never. I’m not even friends with them. They’re just people who bare with me and I can stand. They’re just people I can see every day. Do any of them genuinely care? Probably not. Will I talk to them outside of school? Nope.
And then there’s a select few online. Two people in particular who I talk to on Pinterest who really, truely feel like friends. People I care about and I can be vulnerable towards. The only problem is, how long until my mom finds out? How long until I get the only form of social media I have taken away because of people I talk to? How long until my parents lie again about controlling my relationships and take some of the ONLY PEOPLE who I genuinely believe are my friends?
Lastly, there’s people in Kansas who I absolutely love hanging out with. Problem? They live four hours away.
I’m so ffucking sick and tired of being so lonely. I just want a group of people at my school or at a local theatre that I can feel comfortable around. I just want to feel like i have friends again.
on December 27, 2019
here’s what I got uhh:
black knit beanie
Socks!!!!
Three turtlenecks?
Star Wars shirt :0
Hairbands and scrunchies
Cool homemade bracelets my uncle made! See More
Layered chain padlock necklace
Notes from my aunt(she took me to see dear Evan Hansen)
A ton of skincare stuff!
A bag that my aunt called ‘hipster’
Earrings uwu
Bath bomb
Prayer stone!
Some makeup
Gel pens and some pencils
Sketchbooks
Canvases
Paints!
Paint brushes
Wayward Son!!!!!!!!!! Been wanting to read it!
Some card games
Gift cards
My dad got the family an Alexa so I have an echo dot now
Fullsized mirror
Essential Oil diffuser
black knit beanie
Socks!!!!
Three turtlenecks?
Star Wars shirt :0
Hairbands and scrunchies
Cool homemade bracelets my uncle made! See More
Layered chain padlock necklace
Notes from my aunt(she took me to see dear Evan Hansen)
A ton of skincare stuff!
A bag that my aunt called ‘hipster’
Earrings uwu
Bath bomb
Prayer stone!
Some makeup
Gel pens and some pencils
Sketchbooks
Canvases
Paints!
Paint brushes
Wayward Son!!!!!!!!!! Been wanting to read it!
Some card games
Gift cards
My dad got the family an Alexa so I have an echo dot now
Fullsized mirror
Essential Oil diffuser
on December 26, 2019
I love tearing up because my teacher used an annoyed tone on me hahahahaha
on December 20, 2019
ughughughugh it’s Friday I shouldnt feel like I’m about to cry over something so simple
on December 20, 2019
I feel like me and my musical obsession is really annoying Hahahaha we LOVE feeling insecure because of our interests and the way your OWN TEACHER reacts to you using a musical for a script analysis ✌️✌️
on December 20, 2019