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MEADOW BELLY LAUGHED UGH MY HEART

Updated Meadow pics just posted. B) Remember, if you want to see full pictures of Meadow, message me for my private social medias! Just not comfortable showing her whole face publicly. 🩷

It’s been a while since I updated about my daughter! Thank you all for your congratulations. :D

She stayed in the hospital for two weeks. They realized it wasn’t endocarditis, and sent us home with follow ups to literally every single specialist in the hospital.

It’s been confirmed that the infection never went bloodstream. So now her heart is being monitored. They think it’s either how it’s shaped and will thin out with time, or it’s a genetic (treatable) heart disease. Which See More means if she has it, either my husband or I has it.

We will be traveling to Cincinnati to get tests done hopefully by early January. So keep my little family in mind!

She is now a happy three month old! She’ll be four months on the 25th. She coos, screams, giggles, she is just the cutest baby ever!

Hey, idk if you remember me, but I used to go by Wolfie on Qfeast. Congrats on your new child!

unbeknownst to me google had been backing up pictures i had in my very first phone and today i found out that in it i have a selfie that you sent to me in 2015. all this to say i cannot believe you have a whole ass infant child now

WHAT THE HELL DID THEY DO

We are at Norton’s Children’s Hospital with Meadow… For most likely a month.

I haven’t updated in 5? 6? Days so here’s the update…💔

Meadow contracted MRSA from her doctor’s office. They think the infection site that was on her back showed up first.

Meadow had to have surgery on Sunday morning and it ended with a biopsy to test for C-word cells… 😞 But with it coming back positive for MRSA, I doubt it will show anything else.

They did ultrasounds and tests all over her See More body… And found something on her heart.

Because they can’t do open heart surgery on an infant if it isn’t an emergency, they can’t do a biopsy/tests to see if it is the infection. Sadly they have to treat it as an infection just to be safe…

She is getting a long-term IV installed this morning… that’ll stick in her artery and pump medicine directly to her heart… We may be here for a month. 😞

They have every single physician group on board… Infectious diseases, oncology (blood doctors), pathology, surgery team, pediatrics, radiology, and cardiology. Meadow is the talk of the hospital.

NONE of her tests have come back with the infection… NONE OF THEM. But because they found this on her heart they have to be safe than sorry. Which I agree… Just at what cost? Now I have to spend Meadow’s first month of life two hours from home in the top rated Children’s hospital in Kentucky. Which is a blessing, because it might’ve been too late if I didn’t get her up here, but I am sick at how quickly this turned.

Welp we are now at a hospital two and a half hours away to see specialists. 😞

I’m so f*cking fed up. The hospital used a dirty thermometer on my daughter and she has a skin infection from it. I know this because it’s on her arm pit where they checked her temperature after she was born. It’s on her back too and if it doesn’t get better she might have to have surgery. She is 2 weeks old!!! My sweet Meadow… Suffering because of someone’s negligence. They failed me and they failed my baby. I am so heartbroken.