School Life
When i started school everybody thought i was spoilt beause i got everything i wanted and i'm an only child so i guess tthat was why. I started going to Primary school and actually learning but thre was something diffrent about me because my parents divorced and then i lived with my dad. It took a while for everyone to think i got over it but i never have. It wasn't fair all my friends parens were together what as to make mine breakup.Nobody liked me after Gabby(old friend)told everyone i only had a dad so that was awkward i guess.I got pushed around alot and called names.I thought Secondary school would be alot bettter.It got worst ALOT worst. I felt so alone and isolated it got that bad that when i was 11 there were scissors on m desk and i cut my wrist. I know it sounds wierd but it felt so good and releasing. I did it everytime i felt down and it felt really nice. But then it became addictive and was an everyday thing they started to become more deep,more noticeable.
So i wore long sleeves to hide it.People started to say i was fat so i stopped eating thinking maybe it would make me look alot better make me be normal.I was still fat so i just never ate but i drank and i started to get ill alot.I didn tell anyone i just tthought it was normal.
Things started to change a girl from school asked to be friends and we were friends for two months then she kissed me and then we were together we still are and i love her.She found out about the cutting and not eating she tried to make me stop but i did'nt. I just cut my shoulders and thighs insteaad with glass or blades or anything sharp.
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