Do You Sometimes Wish That You Would Fit In?

Shut out

Molly knew how I was feeling. He did the same to her and we told are parents. They said to just ignore Tom. We can't, he's too 'loud' to be ignored. Plus, I have to walk with him every morning. I can't stand it. Science was fun, and I sat next to this really nice girl called Kiera. Possibly a good friend. We always sit in Science together, like we are Science buddies. It's nice. The class soon ended and it was break time. I looked everywhere for my friends. I found Arianna but she was waiting for Lily, another friend of mine. Lily's the one who always take away the friends I have. I made friends with this girl called Charlotte, but somehow Lily wrapped her around her finger and got her to get really close to her. Closer than me. I've known Lily pretty much all my life and we've never been best friends. Close, but not best.
My 4 other best friends have all gone on without me. 3 of them, Emilia, Amy and Lydia have gone to the same school together. Lucky. My other bff, Elena, has gone to a different school too. I talk to Elena on email, Amy and Lydia on text sometimes. They don't reply that often. Emilia...hardly ever. She doesn't go on her phone a lot, but she does live literally right next to me. Elena lives a couple of roads away and Lydia lives right outside my school. However, Amy lives ages away. Although she is coming over for Halloween, the only holiday we will see each other for a long time. I miss them so bad, they're the only ones who understand me.
Break ends and we have two more lessons. English and Maths. It was okay. As we left the English block, Lily walked on without me. As we left the Math block for lunch, Lily walked on without me. So irritating! After lunch, which was boring and lonely, I had two assessments. IT and French. They went well personally. I got 16/20 for IT, which I'm happy about. French, I was super worried. I thought I would fail and get a detention. If you got 44 or less then you would get a detention and have to re-sit. I don't know what I was worrying about. I didn't literally 'storm' it. I was pretty much 'lucky'. I got 46/63. No detention! Woot! That was when the day ended and I walked back with my friends...