Poems/ stories/ Songs about my life

Jay ???????☠️

I read ur text over and over again
The words u said to me on the very day
on how they cut me deep inside
i will never be the same
u were my best friend but then we got together
that was our mistake
i should of never loved u for u broke my heart
u cheated on me then lied and said she was just a friend
then u spread rumors around my old school that hurt me
u made me cry myself to sleep
then to find out that when u said i love u to me it was all a lie
ur words cut deeper than a knife
made me wish my suicide had worked
if i could of said something before we broke up is i love u but i can no longer deal with
would it be different if i had done it 2 u
would u be doing this and not me
would u be happy that we were through
i know u r happy with ur new girl but i hope she does wht u did to me and i hope she breaks ur heart
and when shes done i will make it worse i will make u pay