just because im punck..

new job no friends

        I cant stand it i have a job its been 5 days now and now my co workers judge the way i look like damn Patricia can a writer have her own lifestyle?  Whatever idc let em say what they want i just want to keep my job. I got called into the office they told me that i had to dress properly in order to work there. I got so fired up and said " Damn you you son of a bitch just fire me already  just because of the way i look well i'm not a basic bitch like all of y'all!". I can't stand it just because i am punk and have pink hair honestly how did i grow up in this country.

        the next day i had received an email saying that i have been fired. I felt like emailing back to them saying if you want to keep a business maybe try not judging people.
but I didn't because i'm lazy. I went to the bar that night , I was just too stressed out and tired of being seen as weird and a monster. I really want to move to a different city. First I want to see my mother, maybe she will accept me for who I am. I haven't seen her since I went to high school.

        Oh wth what made me think my mom would accept me. I went to her house she wasn't there, but i had a key. I went in and waited for her. When she came I called out to her "mom i'm home ". OH WTF SHE YELLED AT ME!! she said I should be embarrassed and just leave her alone and that i'm ugly. I yelled back "WELL EVERYONE SAYS WE LOOK LIKE TWINS YOU STUPID IDIOT" i didnt care i had to call her an idiot because she called me one for years.  Tomorrow i'm going to book a flight to New Orleans.