The Lonely Diaries book1

No One Can Help

That Day Stephanie, Hunter , and Carly stopped by my house again I looked out my bedroom window. I put my pajamas back on put the thermometer under hot water then stuck in my mouth and hoped in bed my mom came up and I started coughing. That day I stayed my mom and dad went to work.
I found $20 on my mothers dresser and headed to the store. I grabbed the house keys and rushed out of the house. I ran to the Drug Store and bought hair dye and colored contacts. I ran home dyed my hair blond and blue, put in light green contacts. I called my mom saying "I'm able to go to school" she replied "Great".

I walked onto school grounds missing 1 hour. I signed in at the office. The bell rang and I couldn't wait to show people the new me. They still called me a loser. After school I walked home. When I got there my parents got mad at me. I told my mom I was ready for a change. She was fine with that but she told ask first next time. The next day I asked for money to go buy two big outfits. My mom gave me $200 I was pumped. I went to the mall and bought 2 nice girl looking outfits for $50. I bought really inappropriate outfits I spent the rest of my money and stuffed the outfits in the bags and left.

The next day I through on a small belly shirt showing half my breast and really short shorts showing my butt. I put on a sweeter and capris I hide stiletto heels in my bag and throw on foot flops. I got on school grounds everyone laughing at me but I didn't care today was the day I showed them. I ran in the restroom went in the stale and took off my clothes and put on the heels.