I am unsure of how prepared i am for the future

too much confusion

I have felt too much confusion throughout the years I was surprised by how confused i was Whats a chapter text LIfe is too confusing for me to take in Why is life so confusing i was surprised by how many people answered me why do i have to be confused all the time  writing things is confusing dgl;gg;lggh;fkdlsj;dfjfdfsdjklfdlkjfdfdkljsfdfkjlfdkljfdkjfldfdkldf;sksdfdfkjlfdfdklflkfdfddffdfddffdfdfddfdfdffddfdfdfdffddffdfdfddlfgkjgfjkglj;gklgdgkgdlfkfkldfklfklffkjff;klffgklgfk;ldfdfklkld im so chaotic with everything i am so chaotic with anything i hate the format that i created people hardly notice my work '''''''ggghfdjkdfajkhffjdsjkdffdjkldkjdfdfjkdfjkdsdfjkfdjfdfdklfdjfdhfdjfdjkdfjkdfjdkfjdhkfdhfjkldfdfdsjdfdfsjkfdjkfdfdjklfdfdjkfdjkfddjfkdfkljfdfdjkfdhfdjkfdjkfdfdjkfkjfdsfdjkshdfhjfdkgkjgfgm,gfm,gfm,.gfm,.m,.fggmf.,gfm,.fgm.,gfm.,gfm.,fmgfgmfgklgkjkjlrekjgegrkjregklgjkflgfkjfdgfgmgfm,gfgf,gf,fgm,gfdgfm,gfm,.g.f,mgfm.gfm.,gl;krgeklkegrl;r;lkrerklregklrgklkltk;lgtklklkkl;kl;k;lkl;kl;gglg;hkghlkhgfh;khlg;hghhgfghl;ghkkl;hglfk;hl;kghl;hglk;hgl;kghl;ghkghl;khgl;kgghlghl;khghlg;khglkhghgl;khghgl'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''i feel so chaotic at the moment '''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''why do i feel chaotic''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''i cnat figure life out at the moment''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''why cant i figure life out is my confusion stopping me is my confusion holding me back''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''my confusins stopping me my confusins holding me back '''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''i cant stop beign confused'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''