Turtle just Turtle.

deep thoughts

Does anyone else think that the world is just out to get them? f-ing them five ways through to Friday just to get amusement in our suffering.
Which is what my life is right now with family falling apart, deaths of members who i'm close to.
It hits hard. feels like your trapped in the darkness called one's mind, you try to be strong yet someone always makes it past the mask which you put up to protect yourself from the truth we call life. Even if they just take your trust for granted, it hurts as one's mind breaks down slowly going down the path of insanity, friends start to become scared of you, you start loosing the grip on reality and the mental defense releases everything at the worst time.