Animatronic Heart's Music

Rejection

Trapped inside this web of lies
No one understands, they think I'm too complicated
Hiding behind a mask of shame
Forming a shadow over this unfair game
You don't know the truth
I'd never have the courage to tell you
Cause I know well enough not to say anything
I know you wouldn't love me for who I really am
I want to be loved, not rejected
Seeing me like I'm a disgrace
If I stabbed out my eyes, I wouldn't have to see your disappointment
If I cut off my tongue, I could keep my mouth shut
If I tore off my ears, I'd never have to listen to those hateful remarks
Now if I ripped myself open and let my guts spill out, it's time for me to turn things around
But I hold on to my heart cause it's the only thing that keeps me together
Tell me, if you wouldn't care that I was different and that you might still love me
Though somethings are just not worth risking.
None of this would happen if only you would accept it