Depressed

Depressed

My own words explaining my feelings. Ignore the wrong grammar and stuff, I will write this when I'm crying; when I'm sad; late in the night or early in the morning... We'll see.

published on December 19, 2015completed

Happy...?

I used to smile and laugh, now my fake smile makes people believe I'm perfectly fine. But they always look at the damned smile, not the eyes!!! I just wanna smack my fist upside their head and say LOOK AT ME! DO I LOOK HAPPY!? TELL ME!!! DO I LOOK F*CKING HAPPY???!?!??!??!?!?
I cry as I write this but I can't help it. I am a loser, a wimp, but feel no pain. Bullied all my life, I don't feel it anymore. I just think everything bad about my day, nothing even GOES RIGHT anymore...
"There's nothing for me here,
I'm just a waste of space,
I've got no reason to stay here
With this awful race.
What a disgrace,
I was misplaced.
Born in the wrong time,
In the wrong place."
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ho32Oh6b4jc
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I had no idea... Depression sucks. *hugs you*
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*weak smile* Thanks... I appreciate it.
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Okay! :)
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on December 19, 2015
I'll make a private page and PM you the link or soething. It won't kill me to open up the conversations tab for a moment.
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on December 19, 2015
Okay... it'll be hard since you can't PM...
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on December 19, 2015
No problem. Anytime you want a talk, need a friend, a listening ear, whatever... I'm here. I want to do whatever it takes to help.
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