Songs I'll post when I'm a depresso boi (Trigger Warning)

I Deserve To Bleed

I wanna rip out my intestines
Throw them in the sea
I wanna raise the money to invest
In plastic surgery
I wanna cover myself with
Super sexy scars ‘cause I mean aren’t
You suppose to burn if you’re a star?
I want to be torn apart
Excruciatingly
I punish my body ‘cause
It’s not good enough for me
The scary thoughts are
Spreading like a weed
The thoughts that say
“I deserve to bleed”
I wanna take a knife and
Draw a line across my chest
I feel much better than I do
When I am at my best
I wanna fly away from my
Own skin and fina a better place
I wanna slash across
What used to be my face
I want to be torn apart
Excruciatingly
I punish my body ‘cause
It’s not good enough for me
The scary thought are
Spreading like a weed
The thoughts that say
“I deserve to bleed”
They say that it gets better
But I guess that was a lie
I guess we all just
Fake it till we die
Sympathy and love
We can extend to someone else
But it’s harder when
You have to love your self
I want to be torn apart
Excruciatingly
I punish my body ‘cause
It’s not good enough for me
The scary thoughts are
Spreading like a weed
The thoughts that say
‘I deserve to bleed”