my tears chased me to death

next evening

Jacqueline  was in her room.dad was not at home yet and mom was making snakes for herself.i  went in the room.i was so bored ,so i decided to go out for a walk.i opened the room window.the cold wind reception me.i changed my dress and went in the kitchen,mom was now washing the dishes.

''mom i'm going out for a walk''as mom turned she was looking surprised
''but you never...''.
i opened the door and ignored mom.i went out without listening the voices of mom calling me.i was dressed in red with black jeans.i took a deep breath and start walking after 10 min i took out my old phone from my pocket and put the earphones in my ear, my hand and legs were moving according to the tune.i remember that park, it was a peaceful park, with flower and birds.i was thinking about that park and my feet move o that direction.

i entered in the park.it was empty no one was there.i sat on the bench and start enjoying that moment.
my checks were red as tomato.when i saw that swing i remembered, i was 4 or 5, me and  my grandpa came at this park everyday, and that swing was my favorite will never forget these moments.but now my grandpa was gone he was caring and a nice man.i say to him ''you are the best grandpa in the world''.
i don't know why but i start crying badly and loudly.
''tang.....'' i heard a voice and i came back to my world,i took out paper towel from my pocket and cleaned my tears (there was a cat under that swing)

it start raining.........