Rose water drops

Springs of love

I act like a matured person while inside i'm someone who is immature & Crazy. It's kinda funny how opposite our persona can become. It's also funny how our life takes turns. It feels like just yesterday i talked to him and now i'm really talking to a real person. It makes me cry  a little. It may sound too childish to cry for things like this.
But that what makes me. Everyone finds me interesting. But i never knew what made me like that. Have I changed? Have things got how it should be? I think i'll never know the answers. nobody knows the answer for everything. Whether it is Math or real life problems. I thought I was going to forever live in my own dreams.

But again my life turned into nothing. It was nothing. it turned into something. It is again nothing. It's pouring heavily. I had to got to school. Can't escape from that mess everyday. I would see the girls laughing behind me but act super cute toward me. It makes me angry but sad , mostly, as it's very hard to realize how cunning and Cruel  friends can be.

I even saw some of the girls whispering to each other & also  to that Hiro guy..
They are making me insane and it's probably the first time i have focused very much on Biology...I pretended to read by the way.. I glared them and looked deeply into my book...My way to say.. SHut your mouths, #$%%^^ . these guys really piss me off. So bad that i want to exchange my school with even a Boarding school with cheap food. But again giving it a second thought..No way...
Better deal with these Noisy Wannabe Queen bees rather than eat stinky food because..., FOOD IS LIFE !!

Thinking about friends, reminds me of that one kid who once called me cute. She was new to school back when we were in middle school. Like all those Girls,  she too betrayed me , pissed me off, Made some silly rumors. I said i liked a guy and she turned that entire like into crush? No..she took it further more & said I WAS FREAKING IN LOVE WITH HIM
like, what?
Was she nuts?
Dunno!
But the fact was she was in love. Then why did she say i was in love? Duhh.


I was on the streets , walking to my house from the school, which was 3 or 2 km away
I was dizzy & weak as i had P.E today. As i was wiping my sweat, i turned around and noticed a guy with Blonde hair with red stripes. Cosplay?
I was curious , holding my tissue in one hand, and another hand with Mango milkshake, I glanced and
saw his face. "Oh, he looks like my dream crush!" I sipped the drink and spit on the road as i realized it was not coincidence but it was actually him. "Its him..no way. yes?no!!yes!!!no??" i went crazy mode again..

I dropped the drink and ran across the streets to find him. My brain was sure it wasn't him . then what's making me run like a psycho? Is it that Hear thing!!??
If only our P.E teacher would be there,,,she'd be shocked to death to see me run in super speed.

I was looking straight and running and so into it that i didn't see a car coming from the left. I thought it's gonna be the last day !! But here came a guy , took me by the hand, dramatically, the drive was pissed, My hair was floating, it was like those films, then the most unexpected twist. The Guy slapped me on my face and unfortunately it turns out to be the same guy who rejected me, that Hiro
Like a hero he saved me, but like a mad guy he slapped me. should i thank him or slap him back. No. No i said to myself but ended up slapping him back
Poor Car driver had to witness this Stupid drama. Sillier than those long-lasting TV romantic shows
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