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I open my eyes again. I look at the screen, Dad's just laying there uncomfortably, try to lay still.Again I miss mom. I think of her all the time. I haven't been thinking about her lately, because, I don't want to think about her in such a horrible place. I wonder what Mom is thinking. I miss her a lot. But she's in heaven, at least she's safe, in a good place, unlike Dad and I. Is Mom watching over me? And if she is, is she worried about me? Is she afraid for me? I don't know, I've never met her, and she's in heaven, so I can only imagine of her. Mom was such a beautiful lady, dad would show me pictures of her, she was pretty and very sweet. I really wish I could of met her, Dad has always told me that she would've loved me a lot if she was here, and I believe him. I wonder what Dad's thinking, does he ever think of Mom? How often? Is he thinking of her now? I have no idea.
I look at the screen, dad's eyes are open, he's just laying there still and quiet.
"Dad?" I say quietly. I think he hears me, looking up at the video camera.
"Yes honey?" He responds.
"I want Mom..." I whisper.
"I know baby, I miss her too, but this isn't the place to think about her" He says seriously, sadly.
"You're right, I'm sorry Daddy" I whisper, loud enough for him to hear me.
"It's okay honey" He says. He shifts position, moaning from the pain in his ribs. "Mom loved you, but don't think about her here if you can help it."
I nod and lay my head back down and close my eyes, I can't bring myself to look at him. I almost fall asleep, even though I am still very sore, but my tranquility disappears when Doctor Saw walks in. He's holding both hands behind his back.
"What the hell do you want?" I growl. He holds out one hand, a blow torch,
"Remember this?" Dr Saw sneers, holding out my purple stuffed puppy that Claire gave me when I first met her. He grabs the blow torch and turns it on, burning the stuffed puppy. It melts, my eyes get teary, I look at the screen, Dad's watching.
"Why..." I say quietly.
"You don't need Claire, she was just, a barrier in your life" He says calmly.
"What do you mean?" I snarl.
"Well, if she wasn't your nurse at the hospital, she wouldn't be there to save your life multiple times, and you would've died, exactly what you want and you and your father wouldn't be in as much pain missing her" Dr Saw says.
"F you!" I yell.
"Ha, you miss her more than you should" Dr Saw says, laughing hard like I wasn't even serious.
"She was the only one there for me when I was stuck in that hospital! She saved my life! She was important to me!" I cry out.
"If you say so" He says, walking over to the other side of the room and sits in an old chair. He just sits there watching me intimidatingly. I lay there still, ignoring him. He stands up and leaves the room. I watch the screen, Dad's just laying there. I see Dr Saw enter the room, Dad yells at him.
"Why did you do that to Carnee? She loved Claire! And so did I!" Dad yells angrily.
"Oh did you? So you would be mad if I did this?" Doctor Saw says, holding out the engagement ring that Dad gave to Claire, set it down on a table and melted it with the torch.
"No!" Dad yells, his eyes were wide with shock and anger.
"You never loved her" Dr Saw says. Dad just growls and yells at him. He smirks and pulls out a knife and places it against Dad's throat. I scream.
"Now.... I'll let you choose, both you and Carnee.... Live or die?" Doctor Saw says seriously, still holding the knife against his throat. Dr. Saw stares right into dad's eyes intimidatingly. Dad stares back. He lays there silently for a moment,
"Live" Dad says. Doctor Saw steps away and puts the knife back in his pocket.
"I'm surprised, you really do have hope of getting out of here, don't you? Well, you're never getting out" Dr. Saw smiled.
"My own ribs are sticking out of my chest. Help me" Dad moans. "I can't breathe."
Doctor Saw just looks at him, then shoves the broken ribs back into his chest. Dad shouts in agony. I look away and shut my eyes tight. Doctor Saw then stitches the wounds shut. I keep my eyes closed as dad yells. He must be in so much pain.
"There, helped" Dr Saw says. "You'll have to repay me one day" he smirked.
He stands there for a while, staring at dad and then shoves the bones sticking out of his hands back into his skin, he screams in pain.
"I'll be back" Saw says in a low voice and leaves the room. I look at Dad, he lays there in pain, moaning. I can hardly bare to look at the screen, I don't want to see dad so uncomfortable.
I lay still and close my eyes, resting, but Dr Saw walks into my room again. I whine. I don't want to see him right now.
He holds up a necklace. The necklace that mom gave me... She said to dad, before I was born,
"I'm going to give this to Carnee for when she's born, our first daughter. I'm not going to give it to her till her twelfth birthday, she needs to be old enough to take care of it and not lose it. I love her so much, she's gonna be so beautiful. I can't wait for the day I give it to her." mom said, gently rubbing her belly when she was still pregnant with me. "She's going to be so perfect, I can't wait to see her when she's born, she'll be our beautiful gift from God. She's going to be so sweet. I can't wait to take care of her." mom said.
Dad kept the necklace after she died. He gave it to me on my twelfth birthday. He told me that it was from mom and told me that she loved me.
I look up at Saw, crying, remembering the day when Dad gave it to me. It's a beautiful, silver butterfly necklace.
"Leave that alone!" I yell. He sneers and pulls the chain apart in his hands, then throwing the charm on the floor, melting it with the blow torch. I started to cry.
"That was from my mom!" I cry out. That was the only gift that I got from mom.
"Not anymore," Doctor Saw snickers, rubbing his shoe over the melted metal. "Don't be so sad Carnee, you never even met your mother so suck it up and let go."
"You're a big jerk! I wish you were dead and burning in hell!" I yelled. He just laughed at me. He leaves the room. I cry. My necklace... That's the only thing that my mom actually gave me, other than my life. I wish she didn't die. My birth was her death.... I feel bad about it sometimes, if I was never born, she wouldn't have died....
I lay there, crying for a while, then Dr Saw enters Dad's room. I wish he would just stay away from us for a while. He has something heavy in his pocket. He pulls the item out of his pocket and shows it to dad.
"Remember what this is?" He asks evilly. Holding up a piece of stone. Dads eyes widen as he stares at the stone.
"Lauren's tombstone..." Dad says quietly. Lauren was my moms name...
"What did you do to it?!" Dad yells.
"Smashed it" Dr Saw says.
"Bastard! Why the hell would you do that?!" Dad yells, enraged. "You son of a bitch! How could you be so disrespectful?!"
"Now technically, there's no such thing as Lauren Campbell" Dr Saw snickers.
"NOOOOOOO!!!!!" Dad yells, so loud that his voice echoed through the room. Dr Saw laughs while walking out of the room like destroying everything important to us was just a game to him.
Dad continues to yell in sorrow and anger.
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*Saw kills both dogs* NO. NOOOO. NOOOOOOOOO. *skips to the end* *Dad character dies* GOSH DARN IT-