i still remember i just was 16years that time
Still remember about what happen that time, it still in my head like a movie never had the ending stories.... i want to told who read my stories, that was )
24 december 2007....
i met him on Christmas day, i sat next to him n his fiance was not with him, i heard she was at kl (Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia) company her mother was sick..
n honesly i dont like to talk about this fiance so i end here about her fiance ok...
our family celebrate together happy on that day, n in Christmas day not complete if there is no hard drinking, alcohol..
me n him talk as usual like there is nothing happen between me n him while drinking beer...
not less than 1 hour, i got totally drunk but i still remember what happen...
he thing i remember, i walk out from the place that i feel like so noisy to me make my ear hurt..
i just walk i dont know where am i, i just walk n i fell down on street maybe i cant see clearly
i heard someone call my name n i know that was him...
him: Alise (he lift me up slowly)
i didnt say anything i just look his face n hug him..
him: come on we go some place its not fun here... (i see his naughty smile)
well i just go with wherever he take me to..... we go a room n he closed the door.
his hand start move all around my body, he kiss my neck n my mouth... i just let him do, i dont care my mind was control by something i cant tell about feel....
he start open my cloth n some feeling want me to stop him but i cant... n he stare at me like he going to tell that am i ready?
n that feeling come again n stop him from dong such a stupid thing, i pick up my cloth n going to leave but he so fast grab my body
n say sorry, i couldnt stay what he do to me... n i say
me: let me go
him: no i wont, love u.. really.. its been 3years..
me: what about u fiance? didnt u love u fiance?(i ask him with sloe voice n my tears are going flowing)
him: no i dont love her, but mama n papa want to be wife..
me: but why? (i was so shock that time)
hm: bcause i tell hem i really love u but they cant accept bcause u're my niece n everyone know that...
me: u told grandma n grandpa that u like me...
hm: yes... n they want me stay away from u but i cant Alise, i just cant...
i just quiet i dont know what to say, i push him away from me n i say that i hate him...
i ran fast so fast i dont want he see me cries.. i leave alone on that room... ni stop where he cant find me n cry as i want...
arh i still remember that time n i cant 4get it so easily its my memory...
He married the girl grandpa n granma suggest to him on 12 jan 2008.... but i didnt came to his wedding cause i dont want to see his wife
i really doesnt like that girl but that not means i hate her..
I open my mind n tell to myself 'even if we love that person so much but we can't have it 4 some reason that we cant accept'
But you know its hurt to face the reality about life, sometime we to look back what we leave behind n make it 4 my guide' ;)
this is my stories life so what u???
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