68 dayas

his forest green eyes that i call home

i wake up in the morning with tear stained cheeks my nose is red and my eyes are puffy from crying.i check the time it was 8:46 .i slowly climb out of bed . i open my door quitly to make sure i dont wake anyone up.i begin to walk out my door when i trip over something on the ground.i look down and see my two  brothers sleeping on the floor outside my room .i couldnt help  but smile they really do care dont they.i begin walking down stairs when i see neil sleeping on my coach . i couldnt help but laugh he was half on the floor and half on the coach. he must of heard me and woke up.he slowly gets up and walks to the kitchen .


he asks so how was your sleep i just reply with a simple okay . so what did u dream about i bet it was about my face .i just shake my head i had a dream that i was in a forest but all of a sudden i ended up in the ocean .do you know what forest you were in .the forest was a place i called home but it dosent belong to me anymore . whats thats suppose to mean that its not yours anymore u owned a forest ?. no my ex boyfriend had forest green eyes and i would always know im home and safe when i saw his eyes but he is not mine anymore . wow im so sorry about ye breacking up how long were ye going out . about a year i say . oh and do you know where the ocean was from .no i didnt reconise  it at all .did you ever like or go out with someone with ocean blue eyes .i dont think so why .because i was thinking since the forest was sams eyes maybe the ocean is someone elses .thats when it clicks in my head they were neils eyes .his beautiful ocean blue eyes that any girl would be in love with .neil speacks up i better head home my mom is probably worried about me. okay is all i said .he slowly got up and headed towards my door just as he was about to leave he stoped and turned around to me asking if i wanted to hang out later .sure will i ask my brothers to come .ya ill ask my sister to come to .okay .bye Meghan . bye neil  . i close my door and run upstairs to see if my brothers want to come with us today .

they both see me runing up the stairs takeing it two steps at a time .jacob asks why im so happy i say no reason and ask dose he want to come out with us he says sure . drake calls me to his room jacob is following behind me .i open drakes door and walk in . straight away he asks me am i okay .ya im fine why wouldnt i be .well maybe because u snapped at mom yesterday .dont act like its not true she dosent care and u  know it . maghan i know its hard but she dose care .she might care about ye but she dosent care about me .and in thaat moment all i want is to be home with the boy with forest green eyes who still owns my heart .because that is where home is ......im lost in the forest and im drowning in the ocean