Bye (1)

Why

You said you needed me
But really you needed attention
You wanted me to tend your every need
But why did I stay?
I stayed so long
Because I was scared as hell
That you would leave
And it would be all my fault
You made me turn against my friends
And it was all a lie
A waste of all my sleepless nights
Why didnt I realize this before?
You will never do it
You are a coward
You run when things get tough
Then I ran after you
I opened my eyes
Now I see
You never really needed me
But it is harder than that you see
I put my friends on hold
To help you
Though you didn't need me
I mean you have your online friends
Now I see
I don't matter
Not to you
I'm just a human being
I'm sorry for trying
And caring
I'm sorry for being there
I'm sorry for stopping my life for you
Because you don't care
You don't care if I stay up all night
Crying over you
Your the only one that matters
After all
I'm just some stupid person you know in real life
I don't matter
Online friends are more important
Why did I ever even try?

( I really hope you see this angel because I'm not coming back this time)