Real Story about my life

Valentines's Day

Hey All,



So let me continue with my present now. During my second wedding my husband has a child from his first marriage and me too. So this was the kind of arrangement I was happy about when we got married that we both have 1 child of same gender and it would be easy to adjust. But who knows the reality of LIFE no matter how you think , but the true colors will always be thrown after the wedding only. It really doesn't matter how long you have dated about, I mean you can't really judge the person unless you start living with the person.

Well it is been almost three years of my second marriage, here the day comes Valentines day. There was a time in my past life when I use to think the most exciting ways in total bollywood style how to make him happy. But in todays world wherein my past has already left me with the tragic end , now i feel like cursing this day because I have lost the faith in TRUE LOVE.

Hey time has come now, it is the V day morning , I was just trying to avoid the images of Valentines day on my phone on any of social media sites. But hell no seems like I cannot control I dig myself into images what people have posted and how happy they are, with so much in LOVE. Anyways I go to kitchen trying to cope up with the life, here my husband is teaching his daughter some mathematical questions and tricks on how to solve them. Just for the sake of wishing I wished him "CONGRATULATIONS ON THE OCCASSION OF VALENTINES DAY ".

After listening this , he was quiet for a moment and then i replied yeah You too!!

Let me go to some previous days, we are really not in talking terms for the reason I dont have any idea about. But let me share with you his pattern since past few years .Everytime he felt bad because of anything I said he literally goes in comma , I mean he becomes kind of quiet and we talk only for the stuff that is important.Apart from that I cook food , he eats it. Unless anything is really required we don't really talk. Now I have just given up asking stuff like what happened to you, did i say something wrong. I am just so done now. Now I am like okay if you are going to give me a silent treatment, then I would too give same.

All day long we were in different rooms, so it was a kind of depressing for me . Never mind, I have gone through worst phases of my life so this is nothing and I am going to share with you all those phases.

Finally women powers enters to my soul in the lovely evening and I dressed up and put on the face mask.

I finally took my car keys and informed him going outside to just chill and went out for like 2 hours.

Then as soon as I started to drive I was thinking where I am going to go in such pandemic. So went to few stores for window shopping and seeing the beautiful dresses and in the end went to grocery store.

Well in the end I gave myself a beautiful treat not by gifting me anything, but getting my favourite small piece of tiramisu cake so as to end the day with.

LIFE still goes on.

In the next chapter I am going to share my flashback few years back how I was when this day comes.

In the end I still have this thought in my mind why do people change? But there are feelings in my heart which still hasn't been changed even after 5 years of my worst breakup, I would rather called it a DIVORCE .