Under the stars (1)

How I knew

I've always known that I was gay. Since the day I was born. The only bad thing is, I have a fear. A big fear. I have a fear of telling people who I really am. I looked down and opened the red diary with the word "WAYDE" on the front. I clicked my pen a few times and started writting.

"Dear Diary. Today I looked at 'Top 10 celebrities you didn't know were gay' and I have to say..wow..I did not know that any of thise celebrities were just like me. Anyways, that's all news for today. I'll scrap up some more info tomorrow."

I closed the book and layed down on my bed, starring at the ceiling. I looked over at my phone. A missed call notification appeared. "Missed call from Mom." It read on the screen. I sighed and called her. Her phone went to voice mail and I hanged up. I looked over at Rufus, his head tilted in my direction. "You OK there, buddy," I said, laughing. Rufus was my dog since I was a little kid. He's not the smartest, but I love him either way. He is my second diary when the first one isn't by my side. The ring of the doorbell made me loose my thoughts. I jumped and walked over to the door, Rufus following behind me. Who stood infront of me, shocked me. "Suprise," The fimiliar voice said, holding some flowers.