Describe The Very Moment

One Moment

        Here I am, sitting by myself in a dark room, I'm not trying to be dramatic but, literally, the room is dark, my brother was trying to parkour IN MY ROOM and he broke the lights. I am typing these words and listening to my brothers and sisters having a fight (as always). My father just came from work and made few calls and went to some other meeting. He goes to work before I wake up in the morning and comes back when I'm already sleep. That is pathetically hilarious. As for my mother, she is busy with the younger siblings in the family and now she is cooking with and sisters are helping her (don't ask why I'm not helping them, I've already done my part). And... I just got a hit by a shoe...not intentionally, that's what he said. Anyways. On another tab of this browser, I am chatting with my best friend that I have never met in person, LDR suck!  
        It is getting awkwardly quiet here. Just the sound of my keyboard. I can hear my family's noise outside, they're doing BBQ. Right now I'm feeling kind of scared, my house is big, and I'm in the last room in the corner and it's dark, scary and worst of all, I just finished watching Lights Out movie. My brother just came yelling at me and saying "Yo skeleton, mom says you should come eat with us!", I threw my pillow on him, he started to do some really twisted and disgusting expressions with it, I got rid of that pillow. My other little brother came and told me that he accidentally tore my notebook, I got mad and yelled and I'm now putting some mad expressions on my face, they're ugly 0__0.
        I just got an email from my teacher saying that I am late sending my project, well I'm busy here cause I've done projects for 4 of my friends (really dumb move). I'm here in this new site, QFEAST, feeling like a stranger here, it is because I am new here, but I like it, I've already died from laughing on some memes and jokes here. Members here are so friendly and nice. I don't even know their names or even seen them, but I am already feeling shy most of the time, as usual. Why do I feel shy on everything? I don't know why. I don't think I will ever know either.
       The only way I can really let everything out is by writing. I show my emotions and draw my feeling when I type. That is normal, some people dance, some draw, some sing, and I write. I think I should end this now because the cake my mother was baking is ready, and I got to literally run to save myself a piece before they finish it up, after all, there is more than eight members in the house right now. I'm going to put this in the Adventure category because my whole life is adventure...and to be honest, stupid.