the dark and the light

love the pain (Adam point of view)

        its painful to see what they were doing in that room. I feel broken can't she see he is not good for her? i really love her. im nothing without her. I want to end me. ive changed i love the pain she causes me. she doesn't know that but i love it

        I was walking when i saw a Diane walking alone. She looked at me and looked away, I came up to her but Drake come out from the store and held her hand. I felt like a ghost in my own life. I dont know if htey are dating or not but they are closer than ever and i hate that. I don't want to feel like this anymore i have to tell her seriously how i feel. I asked Diane to come to the garden. She showed up 20 minutes late typical Diane.

                "what do you wnt?"
                " i want to tell you how i feel for you, Dian-"
                " what do you want with her?"
        it was Drake. Drake had to ruin what i was going to say to Diane. I just hope she realizes what a mess he is. I just dont want to cut corners with my love for her. I f only she could love me back and be an angel with me. If i tell my other friends then they will curse me and make me a demon.