the weird facts about qfeast users!

@MikasPrincess!

~I collect lip glosses and I have 172 of them.


1. I have a disorder that stops me from doing a lot of things. It makes me never speak to people, it stops me from being able to have proper conversations unless it's all about me, I can't wear a lot of types of clothes and I get unhealthy obsessions. I also have really messed up emotions. For example, I would feel suicidal if I didn't have a partner in a class, but I wouldn't feel any emotions if someone I loved died.

2. Once I got obsessed with this video game and made myself believe that I was an elemental bear girl from a different planet. I made myself believe that I was adopted, and that my real parents were this couple in the game. I ran away from home to find my 'real parents'. My parents found me and took me to a mental hospital. I will never forgive myself for that.

3. I have attempted suicide by taking inhalants. Even though it's the easiest and fastest way to kill yourself, I survived and just got the side effects of a huge rash on my nose. I also self-harm.

4. I get depressed over a lot of things, even if it doesn't involve me. For example, I was depressed a few weeks ago because this awful teacher at my school was making fun of this boy's bad past and really getting at him. And when I was watching The Hunger Games in the same class with the same teacher, and the teacher said, "If a person doesn't speak, they don't deserve to exist, and they have no purpose." That wasn't directed specifically at me, it was directed at a character in the movie, but it still really got to me.

5. When I was 11, I literally had no friends. I went a bit insane with loneliness, and I bought this toy stretchy man and called it Gauge after a character in a book I was reading at the time. I took Gauge to school with me every day, and I actually treated it like it was my best friend. I talked to it when I was alone at break, I shared my lunch with it, and I made it learn in class. But then one day Gauge went missing. I was so upset, and I actually made posters saying 'Have You Seen This Stretchy Man?' with pictures of Gauge on them and dropped them all over the playground. Then this little girl saw a leaflet and said her brother had stolen it, but her brother wouldn't give Gauge back.

6. I think I have a curse on me, because every time I make a friend in real life, they leave the school. I think I've given my little brother the curse now, because a couple of months ago, two of his best friends have left his school.

7. I was horribly bullied by this boy for three years. I was absolutely terrified of going to school, because he would always torture me through the entire day. I was so happy to leave primary school, because he was going to a different high school and he wouldn't be able to bully me anymore.

8. I have never had a boyfriend. I did use to like this boy, and he liked me, and we almost dated. I had to be in this play with him and he had to pretend to kiss me, which was extremely embarrassing. But then he had to move schools because his mum robbed my old nursery and she murdered someone, and his mum didn't want the school to get involved.

9. I used to want to be the main part in the last play my primary school did, but this girl got to be it. I ended up just being a villager and having to just say one line about magic or something. It was actually quite horrible, because I really wanted to get the main part and I dreamed about it at break when I was alone. But I was too shy to go to the auditions.

10. When I was in nursery, there was this giant sandcastle that you could walk into and sit on. These two little girls used to push me off the sandcastle and yell at me that I didn't fit in. So I used to walk off and talk to this picture of an octopus on the wall quietly. I would tell the octopus that it was my only friend and that nobody understood me.

"{You can hate me after reading all these facts, if you want. . .I know, I'm so abnormal and strange}."

next~ @Frostgoddess!