fanfics for lily because her phone broke

tadashi yamaguchi + luciel ??? i thought you changed. Haikyuu!! Angst

Yamaguchi felt tears run down his face seeing his girlfriend with another one, another guy that wasn’t him. It pained him to see such a girl he had allowed himself to fall so deep in love with. Kiss on someone else, and portray them as her ‘ boyfriend ‘. What did he expect? Did he really expect her to change just for him? He should’ve known that Luciel would’ve broke his heart. He sniffed before he wiped his eyes and headed to practice. In the club room, Sugamama tried to ask him what was wrong, but he just flashed a smile and told him it was nothing, ‘ How pathetic’ He thought ‘ I’m so upset over her that everyone can see I’m upset.’ He thought, gritting his teeth as he held back more tears that threatened to drop which each blink he did.

“ tadashi? “ Nishinoya said, cutting his conversation with Tanaka to take a look at the taller male that seemed on the verge of having a mental breakdown. From that all the team’s attention was on him. “ Are you okay?” the short libero asked, questioning him alone made him drop to his knees and cry, sure he’s cried before, a lot actually, but he was sobbing that day.  he cried until his eyes were puffy and he could barely say a single word without a mountain of hiccups in between.

surprisingly, or not surprisingly. however you want to look at it, tsukishima was the first one to comfort him, pulling the shorter male into a warm embrace. The scent of strawberry shortcake entered his nostrils making him urge up a fit of giggles. But also make him even more upset, how come tsukki, of all people. Got to have such a loyal, sweet girl for a girlfriend. he couldn’t help the thoughts from entering his mind. the toxic thoughts of how unfair it was that he had a loyal girlfriend and he didn’t, what did he do to deserve this? if anything tsukki deserves it, he was such an ass to everyone, even his own girlfriend at times. he wanted to pull away, but couldn’t. one reason was because after that the rest of the team members slowly joined the hug trying to cheer him up, with words that only made him want to cry his eyes out again.” you’ll find someone better” “ she wasn’t worth your time” “ you’re better than she is.” it only made more tears come down.

he didn’t want someone ‘ better’ she was worth every second of his time, he LOVED her! And if he was better than she was than why was he crying over a lowlife like her? She certainly isn’t crying over him. after a long awkward silence, daichi scratched the back of his neck. “ c’mon everyone, let’s get to practice.” “ yessir.” everyone except tadashi and kageyama said in sync. changing in a hurry as tadashi could feel kageyama’s eyes on his back as he pulled his shirt over his head. “ I told you so.” was all he said as he walked past him already completely dressed.

tadashi stiffed up at what the black haired setter said, gulping down the lump in his throat as the words kageyama spoke the day he announced he was dating Luciel entered his mind ‘ she’ll use you for free ice cream, then drop you.’ he wished he had listened, maybe then he wouldn’t be in this stupid mess. crying and whining over her kissing another guy. rubbing away the tears that were forming he finished getting dressed and ran towards the gymnasium.

once he entered his eyes landed on luciel, why was she here? was she here to break it off with him? the thought of her smirking at him as she broke it off made his heart hurt even more. all of a sudden he felt the need to puke, his stomach upset, his chest aching. and his brain racing with thoughts, too occupied to see luciel walking up to him with a bright smile on her face. “ hi cutie.” she smiled as she went in to kiss him before noticing he looked sick, from how pale his face looked. to him clenching his stomach.

luciel tilted her head, as tadashi’s eyes seemed to glow with shock and a bit of worry, which worried her, “ w-what do you want?” tadashi backed away from her, “ what? what do you mean ‘ what do you want?’ “ a confused luciel asked, then jumped from surprise and whipped around to see a angry tsukishima, matter of fact, the whole team looked angry. from sugawara to takeda-senpai, to sara, tadashi only wondered how word spread so fast of luciel being unfaithful.

“ he means exactly what he said.” tsukishima glared down at the shorter female, making her slightly chuckle. “ alright string bean.” unaware why all the team members were angry, they couldn’t be angry at her. she didn’t do anything, that she thought they knew about at least.

“ jeez, what’s wrong with everyone today? “ “ maybe it has something with I don’t know, a certain someone who tadashi loves eating faces with someone who isn’t him?” tanaka remarked, it seemed they all seemed to be angry at her. the way they looked at her with utter disgust and loss of respect.

a look of panic slightly flashed in her eyes, did they find out? that she had cheated on him just for free ice cream. she didn’t want to say anything. afraid that it would come out Incase they were angry for a different reason, but she couldn’t rack her brain for any other reason. one of them must’ve saw, her thoughts were confirmed when tadashi spoke up. “ I saw you...and a guy I never seen before..kissing, I-..didn’t want to believe it at first but the more I stared the more I did believe it. I just don’t understand what’s wrong with you. I never will. you hurt people for your own selfish gain. I don’t want to be with you if you’re just gonna hurt me.”

her eyes widen, “ a-are you saying..?” “ I think I am..” she never thought she’d see the day, someone she would completely fall in love with, would just break up with her. but it was her fault. she cheated, she cheated not only on him, but she cheated him in general, “ I thought you changed, luciel. If I knew it was all an act I would’ve left awhile ago..” “ n-no! tadashi you don’t understand. It wasn’t an act! I love you!” “ that’s hard to believe now..leave I really don’t wanna see you right now.”

left speechless, turning her head around hoping, praying someone would be there to back her up. but nobody was. everyone was avoiding her gaze, so she hung her head down low and walked towards the exit. giving the gym one last look, giving the team one last look, giving Coach Ukai and Takeda-Senpai one last look, giving the girls whose respect and friendship she knew she lost one last look, and giving tadashi one.last.look.

and with that she left, leaving tadashi to close the door once she was out of sight, even though they were broken up now. It seemed like they were in sync even more than they thought they were already. because at the same time they both let tears drop, they both had lost the love of their lives because of a stupid mistake luciel had made.

                       a stupid mistake she wished she could take back . . .