This is...just me.

This is me

Hey guys, how are you? Fine? I hope you are. So, ehm, I wanted to write here this words.
I'm Redik, 19, italian.
I like to have good friends, I love my girlfriend, and I like to be as fair as I can with everyone. This has brought me in my life to feel always in debt with someone if I did something he/she doesn't know, and to try to do something nice for them. I don't hate to make errors, I have an enormous fear of making them. Not for me, but for the people who I care of, because I could disappoint them, and lose them as a consequence. So, if I sorry a lot, this is the reason. When one of my friends, here or in reality, is in trouble, I want to help them, but at the same time I'm scared I could do worse. I don't know how to really help, because for me I'm always useless. I put always my friends before me, and I really like to make them happy, or that they are happy, this makes me happy. In my opinion, even if others could say otherwise, in every situation there is a double-faced medal, my friends and the people I love, the good face, and me, the bad face. In a few words, I'm a stupid kid, worried and scared by evereything that is new for him.