vent (tw)

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get out of my head get out of my head get out of my head gne toug of mh head

—its not going away—
i keep telling you to leave me alone
i keep ignoring you
i keep trying to avoid you
but you wont leave
w hy. are. you. so. obsessed
youre obsessed witj hurting me, arent you?? you frel the need to blane me for your issues. i ddint turn yiu fuckig bisexual. youre lying about mez. stip calling me a slut. stop saying in stupid and letbme be happy..

this is where my depression comes from, isnt it?

in the summe rn when you left. in the summer when everyone hated me and blamed me. andnyou left.

if you left then, why cant you leavennow? just stop talking about me. di you SEE WHAT YOURE DOING, CALEBvv? I JUST WANT TO BE WITH AIDEN AND YOURE MAKING ME WANT TO KILL MYSELF. PLEASE DONY MAKE ME DO THIS. I DONT WANT TO MAKE HIM SAD HES THENLIGHT OF MY LIFE HESNMY PRIDE AND JOY AND YOU WONT EVEN LETNME ME FUCKIG HAPPY . LEAVE. ME . ALONE. IM NOT YOURS ANYMORE. I DONT BELONG TO YOU. STO P STA RING AT ME