Grey Diary

7/30

hello everyone sorry for not do diary for the past few days it really hasnt been on my mind, but please go check out jules one since we did like all of the same things, today was pretty depressing honestly, we woke up early and started to drive back to McKinney, the car ride was pretty chill i listened to some new music and napped, me an jules talked a bit and were being silly, we got behind this big truck that was so slow so once we got around it it was like a victory of some sorts, as we neared my home i was , just feeling complete dread, i did not wanna go home, i walked in and instantly got chewed out by my mom for not talking to her enough and not being grateful enough
about going on this trip with jules when they went to DINSEY LAND, like shut your ass up its not all about you, anyway, i cried with my cat Hershey and am still very sad, i know its stupid to wish things could've stayed like that, i mean ive always wished i could like live with jules even if it seems very stupid haha, idk it just felt perfect, like my stepdad today to get my attention banged on my door and i fr thought he was going to come in and literally kill me, like ive never felt so much fear i panicked so bad, anyway sorry guys its kinda been a vent kinda diary, anyway to end on a lighter note im dying my hair soon which mean im bleaching my hair soon so blonde grey with be thing for a bit haha, anyway, bye