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The moment I found out. April 14, 2021 (GOTCHA DAY!)

  "Hey, before you go downstairs, I want to tell you guys this.", my mom said. I stopped, thinking I was in trouble. I smirk. I liked getting trouble, though I don't show it. And also if isn't something I didn't do. "Rin_boi~, are you listening?"  "Yeah.", my sibling said, bookmarking their book (Harry Potter). They walks over, and I look at my mother. She has a serious look on her face, which I guess it's a sign that I need to stop smirking, so I stop.

  "So I was talking to Zion's mom* yesterday because I was cleaning her teeth^, and she told me that Zion was talking to someone on Roblox. And she thought that her and the person were friends, and it was someone her age`.  But the person Zion was talking to told her that she should kill herself. And that REALLY messed her up. She soon wanted to kill herself. So her family had to lock all the knives, scissors, and medications (sleeping pills. Mabey other stuff) in a safe.", she said. I couldn't believe that my all time favorite cousin was doing this to herself, mostly because it was something I would do. I nod, and continue to head downstairs and into my room.

I flop onto my bed, and take out the 2 binders, and 2 journals I have. The binders are the most important, and then the journals. I open one of the journals, and start to make depressing quotes. I smirk. The newest one I made said "Dear Rock, I WON! -Paper''. I put it in a pile that holds all of my other ones. I decide to flip through them. I get to one of them and my eyes widen. 'Why do my teachers expect me to learn, when they know I can't?', it reads. My instant thoughts go to what my mom just told me. I look at my alarm clock and see that it's 4:35. I go upstairs, and do my chores. I finish my chores, and I walk over to my mom, who was laying on the couch, watching something. Without looking at her I asked if me and my sister could hang out with Zion. She paused her show, and answered with one word "No." . I sigh and head downstairs, so I could make more depressing quotes.