I'm Just Another Friend

Chapter five; the truth

Caitlin's P.O.V.
He deepened the kiss making me want even more, these fireworks... I've never felt them before. He slowly pulled back and my eyes widened and i realized what had just happened. But even with my new found fear i couldn't help notice the buzz that my body was left with or the need that i felt for Louis. he seemed to be in a daze as he caressed my cheek "C-caitlin I'm sorry I'll tell Harry it's my fault okay?" I shook my head "No it's not okay you two are best friends! I'll take the blame, you two can't be hating on each other." i whispered. "But you two are happy," he stood up pacing "I can't let that be ruined." "Lou, it was going down before anyways, we both knew it..." i stood up and put my hand on his arm to get him to stop pacing. "I'll just sit down talk to him, then I'll leave so there is no dispuction for you guys okay? I'll tell him i kissed you and you will go along with it understand?" he met my eyes and i could tell that he wasn't happy. he leaned down, got really close to my ear, and whispered "No," then he picked me up and laid me on the bed "No, I did this... I wasn't able to control myself." his hand was pressed against my cheek as he leaned down slowly "You do that to me Caitlin, you make me insane. I can't even think straight when you're around." "Is that a good thing?" he leaned down slowly "It's defintly something I like and something I can't deny is there. It's a feeling I've never felt before, something i always want to feel." my thoughts and words were all stopped as my phone started going off. He pulled back and I looked down to see Niall was calling me. "H-hey Niall." "Ummmmm Caitlin, I love you soooo much and no matter what happens between you and Harry I'll always be there for you!" "H-he's with another girl again?" I asked still it hurt me to know he;d do this again. "Yeah I'm sorry Caitlin..." "Tell him it's over pull that whore off him, yell it in his face, then push him back to the whore and walk away... Pretty please for me." he chuckled "You saw it coming to huh?" "Yeah, see you later my amazing cousin." "See you then my amazingerer cousin." I laughed then hung up. Lou's face was hardened "Harry such a stupid person, he doesn't even know what he just lost." I felt a smile tugging at the corner of my mouth "Louis, I don't think he cared that he even had me..." He met my eyes, his eyes quickly softened. I pulled him down on his bed "Movie time Lou!" he smiled "We aren't gonna talk right now?" he asked worried. "I believe what happens is what happens Louis, if we kiss again then we do, if we leave it at what has happen, we stay friends... It's all based on fate." he looked at me with needing eyes "Caitlin I promise you that if you allowed me fate would have nothing to do with our next kiss." "Well I'm allowing you so I guess you're in control now." he smiled and pulled me close to him in his bed, his arms held me protecivly and his lips softly touched my forehead. "Control is something i don't have around you Caitlin."