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depression

depression feels like u are trapped in a room with ur thoughts but these thoughts are not happy they are like demons slowly drowning me pulling me down with them . they are trying to turn me against myself telling me im ugly fat broken worthless unwanted unloved most days i can carry my depression fine untill the night when its 3 in the morning and im sitting in my room lit up by my computer screen with mascara running down my checks thinking if today is the day to just end it all or carry on x. it dosent even feel  like im living anymore
im just breathing
waiting....
watching ...
i have tried to kill myself lf tree times (overdose ,cutting ,overdose )all times i failed but i am grateful for that because i am getting help i may be still be battling depression but everyday is beginning to feel better im shearing this with u because i want u to know it is so hard but u should never end ur life thats a permanent solution to a temporary problem believe me i know this is hard but you can do it because u are AMAZING u got to believe in yourself because i believe in YOU
i hope this can help at least one person I LOVE U ALL IM HERE IF U WANT TO TALK XXXXXXXX



just wait true happiness takes awhile to find xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

im  here if anyone wants to talk       {I ALSO RECOMMEND 21 PILOTS IF U ARE GOING TROUGH THIS THEY REALLY HELPED ME OUT XX}