Me and my sister

How it all happened.

I was sitting in my chair watching youtube videos on my computer. Then I heard a loud bang! I raced outside and saw a car pulled up with blood on it and my sister's body laying there on the road.! I raced to get her on the path and then called my mum on my cell! She came so fast! The driver bravely confronted my mum and said to her "I'm really sorry!". I called 991 and finally, the ambelance was here! I screamed and cried! My mum was yet to tell my dad.! They broke up over a year ago, that's a different story! Finally she got raced to the hospital. While I was holding her hand, I remembered I always wished she would get hurt... Or even in some cases dead! I was so sad inside! I didn't want to tell my mum, she believed in when you wish for something... It'll come true.! So then I wished for the day to start over and I never wished for her to get hurt! I waited hours and hours for it to come true! It never did. And to this day, when my older sister died... I've never forgave myself. I was the youngest. And I thought she got mum to herself the most. I know... You're thinking 'oh but doesn't the little sister get the mum more?" Well.. In my case no. I realized I was stupid, dumb, mean, selfish, I could never get her back. All what was left was, Her grave, her belongings, and her heart in our souls. I'm never forgetting her. She did everything for me. And I repayed her in death.