Years went by
As the years went by, he could give me less and less of what i needed. Things became strained between us. I was a terrible nag, and I see that now. But the problem was that there were just too many things about him that i wanted to change. And as I began to realize that i could never change him and shouldn't have to, i struggled SO much with what the right thing to do was. It ate away at me day and night, because I honestly couldn't imagine myself without him. And being alone TERRIFIED me.Somewhere during all this, I read the book "The Secret" Which is all about the law of attraction. I really, really believed in what it said. It inspired me. I realized that i had not arranged my life in a way that was allowed for all the things i so desired. I hate to skin over this because it's so important, but let's just say i KNEW i had to decide what i wanted my future t look like and start taking active steps towards attracting the future. And staying in my current relationship at the time was a major roadblock. I knew in my heart that if i started where i was, life would always be a struggle.
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