Lurking Nightmares: Lost Memories

No More (Uniqua/Warning: Contains depression)

January 30th - February 12th

Two days went by since the newbie animatronics came around and really I enjoy their company well three of them at least which are Franny, Karina, and Ryan the others make fun of me cause I walk only on fours, look different, and only designed for playtime as a pet for kids. Even the fantasy animatronics call me names accept Solaris who tries stopping them but they never listen every once in a while I'm either called stupid, uglyqua, clumsy, or down right worthless just shatters me everytime so I avoid them at all costs by hiding inside the protection of the curtains covering my stage within darkness I sit alone crying. Wolflings notice this sudden change and try to make me feel better but it doesn't usually help til one them came up to me and said: "Uniqua, don't let them get to you. Your special for who you are" the little animatronic hugs my leg I smile putting a paw around her in some sort of hug "Thank you..." I say though deep down I knew I felt it was a lie. Day by day I'm either tripped, shoved, or pushed around just because I'm different made me become more and more lost inside depression even my friends began to notice; they approached me one day with concerns on they're faces "Uniqua, we need to talk" Karina started "We've been noticing you haven't been yourself latey, are you doing okay?" Franny asked I look at my friends and put on a fake smile "I'm fine, everything's fine and dandy just been tired and all" I try to sound convincing Karina and Franny look at one another then back to me "Are you sure?" Karina asking now seeming doubtful I shake my head "Oh I must be going, so I'll seeya guys later" before I can be asked anymore questions I'm already running off back to my stage.
Hours passed, I sit alone on my stage my ears perk catching the sound waves of voices outside I peak in between the slit crack of the curtain I see Kenzie, Cinder, and Eric talking my ears perk listening "So do you think we should go for the night guard tonight?" Kenzie asked Cinder responds "No, let's go tease around with Uniqua for a bit" Eric laughs "Ha! That wolf ain't worth teasing anymore they've become boring" Kenzie agreeing nods "Your right, let's not waste are time on a psycho like that" "You got that right! I bet right now they're probably crying their eyes out like the baby they are" Cinder cackles my mind warps around filling my heart and insides with poison I growl tears falling. "I'm not worthless, I'm not" I whimper  crawling into a shadowy corner sobbing I look at myself "I'm not ugly, I can't be..." but it felt truth cause I made myself believe a lie this loneliness surges on urging me to do something I never thought I'd do; I lift my right paw up to my face allowing black claws to extend from it I stare at my left leg just unannounced pained seared through me my own bearing claws sank into my robotic skin black liquid leaking out like blood I shake in agony then move onto the next much more painful I grind my teeth to hold back a cry later collapsed on my side tears stream down I sob quietly not stopping my own oil from becoming a pool my Wolflings now becoming worried start crying out I hardly even notice anymore I hardly notice anything now.

Another hour passed I remained lying in the same position thinking by now I should be dead but I wasn't just close. The Wolflings stay by my side crying trying to keep me alive but it only seemed like silence to me til the shifting sound of curtains open up and the gasping sound of Ryan interrupts I show only slight movement but don't do nothing else to react.
Instead I feel myself being lifted off the oil covered ground and a voice telling me to stay alive; Ryan I assumed immediately carries me to the spare parts room later Karina, Franny, and Solaris enter shocked also help out my mind comes trapped in one place then my eyes stare at Franny who looks at me concerning once after sometime things started becoming clearer again I sit up on the table and look at my new repaired front legs no longer holding my scars I look up to my friends looking at me my ears droop once Ryan speaks "Uniqua, what's going on?" The buncat wonders sounding serious "I don't want to talk about it" was my response but they wouldn't accept that answer "Uniqua, please tell us what's wrong" Karina being serious but polite as well I sigh looking back down "These past days, the other animatronics have been bullying me to a point I just couldn't take it anymore" tears start to fall "What? Why didn't you tell us before?" Solaris questions with a gasp I cry more tears falling "I didn't want to worry anyone and I didn't want to seem worthless to you guys either I'm sorry" I start to sob when out of nowhere Franny wraps me in a hug to comfort me "No more Uniqua, no more. Don't call yourself worthless, you are special and unique it's why you were given your name no matter what you'll always be our friend" the pink and red fox tightly hugs me I hug back now crying tears of joy "Thank you" I sob gratefully knowing I have friends who care.