Diary of me!

September 2013

September 1
Ok I packed my bags, stuffed my computer in it, and my phone. I got 12 bags which is a shame because 5 of them are my whole wardrobe. Time for the finnal question. Shood I bring my diary? No, I'm 17 years old. Yes, I've been writting in this diary since I was 7. Ok how bout since my birthday is November 15th I'll throw it away when I'm an adult.

*5 minutes later
Omg I did it I got my moms car, took the keys, and left the house with 12 bags. I'm so bad. Before writting down anything else I should probally get out the driveway.

*2 hours later
I'm about to get my driver's permit. Omg I'm actually doing it! Well this will take a while and I got the time to tell what happened through out those 2 hours.I relized I had no money, so I went back in the house, and stole $999,999.99  from my family. Yes I am so bad. But I was about to write in my diary just that but my dad saw me in the car, so I speeded away! Then I stopped at McDonald's to get an application, but that's when, it, happened. The police shot the glass door and the chief kicked it down with his foot. He bellowed "Abby Brooks,your dad called us to come here to take you home!" So many questions went through my head:"How'd he find me?" "Did he read my diary?" "Did he have a tracing device in the car?" "So did he know where mom was when she drives?" "If he had my diary should I question it?". I was scared out of my mind, sweat dripping down the sides of my face, I quickly wipped it up. "Do I even sweat?" I thought. Pee slowly dripping down my jeans. It took me a while to wipe that up. Then, I slowly looked up, there I saw a girl that looked just like me. She winked at me, then she stood up with her hands up and answered back, "Me." she said it calmly and thorughly with such grace. It was then I looked up and thought quickly, there are  8 police cars out front 15 police men and one cheif. I saw 14 gun shots in the glass door, the cheif kicked open the door. Someone didn't shoot. I recounted the cars outfront, yup, 8. I looked over and saw a police man with a jammed gun. I saw the bullet fly through the air I tried to hit it instead of her, but I was to late. It hit that girl, in the heart. I took one step out of my spot to rush towards her but, there was already blood gushing out her heart, and so many people crowding her. I  felt sorry for her, but then, I remembered. Unlike the millions of other people, I remembered, she was my guardian angel. I was only a couple of days old when she came to me. She said, "One day you'll almost die. And I'll take the bullet for you. You'll only have one of me, so it better be a good cause." I nodded my head. Just then, I flashed back into reallity. There was already an ambulance, the chief calling my family, I wanted to cry. But I couldn't, all I could did was run. I rushed to the car. Remembered that he'd find me. In the couner of my eye I saw Gabby and Zack about to get in the car. I stole the keys out of Gaby's hands, breathed in the revenge, and zoomed off. I came here so I don't get charged for two things when and if they find me. I'm going to stop writting in my diary now, I wrote too much already, if someone ever finds out what happened... no one can ever  find out what happened.

September 2
I moved into the Hampton just like on The Suite Life of Zack and Cody, yea you can do that if you pay enough money everyday. I went to school and tried to avoid Gabby and Zack as much as possible. Until the bus I sat in the front which had its pros and cons like everyone could see me, and nobody likes to sit there. But Gaby saw me and was cussing and me and I tried to ignore it as much as possible until I punched her front tooth out. For that second all the loud noise on the bus stopped. I couldn't take it all in at once, but I can tell you all I remembered. Phones, Instagram, Blood, Teachers, Running, YouTube, Pain, More fights, Ambulances, Weaves flying. Surprisingly nobody got in trouble at 1st, there was too many fights, actually 19. But, what more could I tell you. Snitches snitched. People got suspended, expelled, some moved. I was one of the people who got expelled. Half the people in the school were gone. Some people knew what happened yesterday some didn't. Those people asked questions, I didn't answer. I entered my hotel room as Ally Ramona Quick, so nobody would know my name. I just need help.

September 3
You will never guess what amazing and horrible thing happened. I dreampt I was on a beach walking, and walking, and walking for miles. I never stopped walking until, poof Kevin showed up. He asked me why I ran away. "I couldn't take it anymore" I said. "Couldn't take what?" he said. "Crazy school life, and crazier home life making it no better." I said. "Why didn't you just pop too many pills and die in the bathtub?" he said. "I thought running away would make my life as it was was before, calm and peaceful. But between you and me, I made it no better." I said. "How?" he said as he looked around the beach wondering why we were here. "So far I stole two cars. Then, nearly a million dollars. I killed a person who was brave enough to take the blame for my mistakes. Started 19 fights. I also suspended and expelled half the people in my school." I said with tears rolling down my face. "Deep," he said, "Hey what's behind us?" I turned around it was just pitch black. "Whatever you do don't step in it." I said. "Well, Abby you taught me that life has no purpose." he said. Before I could catch him he was gone. Knowing what happened to him I kept walking. Then poof Lilly appeared. "Ugh you!" she said. "You know you were one of the reasons I ran away! I truly wish you would die!" I pushed her into the darkness. She pushed my index finger into it when she fell. It burned, it burned like an inferno placed the woods with volcanos covering my way out of it. I stuck my finger into the ocean the pain went away as if the water was holy. Poof... Mom and Dad appeared. They were yelling at me, without thinking I pushed them into the darkness, and jumped into the holy water and started swimming. I swam like no tomorrow, thinking everyone hates me, nobody understands me. Just then I realized, I can only swim underwater, I've been swimming for like ten minutes. It's a dream I told myself. Just then I woke up drenched in sweat, I pulled off my covers, t. v will make it better I thought. I turned on the t. v on the news it was a story about a 17 year old girl, a 10 year old boy, and a male and female in their 40's died in a house fire. I found that crazy because of my dream. The first thing I thought was my finger. It was burned but I didn't feel the pain. There had to be a logical explanation for this. I took a look at the people's burned bodies. I took a look at the street number. That was my house. That was my family. I took a shower and realized this is real. They interpreted the names; Lilly Crane, Kevin, Margret, and Henry Brooks. I wrote this down in my diary. Nobody can read past September! (>_<)

September 4
Today on the news there was a crime scene in front of my house and what went of there went viral as I quote, "There is barely any crime in this town and we will get to the bottom of these series of events. So far there has been five murders, 19 fights at Justice High, two stolen cars, nearly a million dollars stolen, and half the people in Justice High were suspended, expelled, or they moved. These events will most likely cause people to move out this town. It's awfully strange how all of these events occurred in the month of September. We will try to interview as many people as-" the police was added new information "Thanks Carl. Now we have been told Abby Brooks may be the causing of this misfourtion." He showed a picture of me "Now if you see this girl immediately call 911! Now officers head out!" The camera dropped police cars went swirling.

I turned off my t. v and on my computer the feed was live. I was thinking of what to do, going in circles. The first thing I thought of was my diary. I thought, "I need to burn this now!" I was looking for a match but it was too late they were at the door.

They shouted and banged and said they were going to bang the door down. I jumped off the balcony. 13th floor I nearly died. It was an hour before they found me. They wanted to let me die.

I got a check up in the hospital. I have cancer. It all make sense now. August 15th, Samantha was making fun of me because I was loosing hair. August 22nd, step 7 didn't happen because I remember I was too tired and frail to dance. August 27th, at Cheesy Charlie's I got sick but I thought it was the germs.

I can't believe it.

September 5
I shaved my hair, ate some food and said goodbye to my diary, my only true friend. I could've done so much. I wasted it on boys, trouble and complaining about how horrible my life is. My life wasn't even bad now that I think of it. I didn't appreciate it, I didn't savior it. I was living a teenage life, not the life of a killed fly. I had fake friends that didn't even text me. They humiliated me on Bunny Pop. They made fun of me at school. They didn't even come to say goodbye. They didn't come to see if I was okay. They not once invited me over. The only one that did backstabbed my cousin. Who took all my friends and popularity.  I kept throwing myself at boys but they didn't catch me, but I STAYED DOING IT. And I know they will pretend to be sad at my death for the publicity, yet nobody will come to my funeral. I was an awful person who let people change me because deep inside, I didn't hate the Samantha's, I wanted to be them and date the cute boys. I don't know who changed them like they changed me but whoever did was probably bullied to them as was I. So what I might survive cancer so what I have goals and dreams I could live for. I'm looking for a forwards or backwards button but I only see a restart one. I can't go into the past or look into the future. I can't get that time back and I know it. So I have the little chance if I did survive cancer I would leave out evicted for breaking laws and maybe even witchcraft if they get hold of this diary. And if they don't where will I escape to? No family or friends.




                                          I AM ABBY BROOKS. THIS IS MY DIARY. ONE DAY PEOPLE WILL SEE THIS AND REALIZE THEY NEED TO CHANGE
                                 SOCIETY. NOT THEIRSELVES BUT SOCIETY BECAUSE SOCIETY CHANGES US. I COULDV'E BEEN A SOMEBODY BUT SOCIETY
                         CHANGED ME. I HAVE LEARNED ONE PIECE OF WISDOM THAT WILL BE INPLANTED INTO MY BRAIN UNTIL I DIE. THE LESSON IS THAT
                DON'T LET PEOPLE GET HOLD OF YOU, GET HOLD OF PEOPLE, DON'T BE AN ANDRIOD BE A PERSON BECAUSE NOBODY CAN CHANGE THAT, KEEP
             SEACHING UNTIL YOU FIND YOUR PEOPLE. IF SOCIETY DIDN'T CHANGE ME MY FAMILY WOULD BE WITH ME AND TRUE FRIENDS. I AM ABBY BROOKS.