Dark Secrets 2

Ashley :|

I sat there looking at Jordan. He was sleeping. I got out of my chair and kissed him. He woke up. "Ashley?" He smelled my hair and kissed me. "Ashley? Are you ok?" He tried sitting up but he couldn't, I could see he was in pain. "Ashley? Who was he? Why did he take you?" "I'm sorry Jordan but I can't tell you that, it's personal. "What?" I stood up and walked away. "Come back here Ashley! Ashley!" I opened the door and left. I couldn't tell him. It was now a secret. Emma rushed to me and slapped me. "Wake up Ashley!" I just pushed her away. She was shocked. She stared at me and started crying. "Was he your dad?" Emma shouted. I didn't answer. "Say something Ashley! Say something!" I've decided never to talk again. Talking hurts you. From now on, I'll be silent!
Two months. I haven't talked. I got detention all the time. Emma and Jordan kept on asking me what happened but I would never answer. Jordan started hanging out with his friends, he now completely ignored me. As for Emma, she couldn't take it anymore so she stayed with Cain all the time. I was left alone. Tomorrow, my mom's coming, how disappointed she will be when I won't talk to her. I walked and accidentally bumped into somebody. Jordan. He started crying and hugged me. I missed his kisses, his smell, his hugs, his warm body and especially him. "Why won't you talk? I miss you! Your smell, your kisses, your lovely hair, those beautiful eyes that looked at me everyday, your smile, everything, especially you!" he shouted. I wanted to cry, tell him happened but I was afraid. "Talk! Say something! Anything!" He looked at me but I said nothing. "Well, if that's how it's gonna be then I want to break up!" I stared. No! Why? I love you Jordan! I really do! He let go of me and ran. I felt like crying. My mom arrived and hugged us, she was so happy! She talked and talked and I smiled. After dinner, Gisselle went up to her room and slept. Then mom looked at me. "Honey, why won't you talk?" Silence. She kissed my cheek. "This boy Jordan, Gisselle told me everything! He's a wonderful boy!" "If you love this boy then why don't you trust him? Why won't you talk to him? It seems like you really don't love him after all! You're a bad girlfriend!" "Shut up! I'm not a bad girlfriend and I love Jordan!" I shouted. My mom smiled at me. I hugged her. "Thanks mom! I now know what to do!" I ran to Jordan's house and rang the door. He opened it and I jumped in his arms. "Jordan! I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry!" "What? No! It's fine, it's fine!" He kissed me and brought me in. We sat on his bed. "Jordan, you remember the night of the Prom?" He nodded. "Well,that man came in and brought me in a room where he raped me." Jordan was shocked. He was about to say something but I stopped him. "That man was my father. He got out of prison and after raping me, he kidnapped me and kept on raping me every night. I felt like a slut and..." He kissed me. But this kiss was a special one. The next day, we went to a rape center. I healed from the rape and my dad was locked in jail again.
On Saturday, Jordan and I were at his house. No parents and no siblings. We were alone. We sat on the bed and jumped on me. He went on top of me and I felt that feeling again. We kissed and we took our shirts off. Next thing, he attacked my bra but wasn't so quick as I jumped on top of him and kissed his abs, he moaned. He took my bra off and then went for my skirt but stopped to see if it was ok. I smiled and he took my skirt off. I took his jeans off and then we tackled the underwear. The next thing you know, he pinned me to the bed and made love to me. The whole night I felt that wonderful feeling.